She needed no more words than these. In an instant she saw it all; and
though bewildered, she did not for a moment doubt his words. But her
whole being was overwhelmed by a sudden and a sharp agony of remorse;
for she had accustomed herself to hate this man, and the irrepressible
tokens of a father's love she had regarded as hypocrisy. She had never
failed to heap upon that reverend head the deepest scorn, contumely, and
insult. But a moment before she had hurled at him a terrible accusation.
At him! At whom? At the man whose mournful destiny it had been all along
to suffer for the sins of others; and she it was who had flung upon him
an additional burden of grief.
But with all her remorse there were other feelings--a shrinking sense of
terror, a recoil from this sudden discovery as from something abhorrent.
This her father! That father's face and form had been stamped in her
memory. For years, as she had lived in the hope of seeing him, she had
quickened her love for him and fed her hopes from his portrait. But how
different was this one! What a frightful change from the father that
lived in her memory! The one was a young man in the flush and pride of
life and strength--the other a woe-worn, grief-stricken sufferer, with
reverend head, bowed form, and trembling limbs. Besides, she had long
regarded him as dead; and to see this man was like looking on one who
had risen from the dead.
In an instant, however, all was plain, and together with the discovery
there came the pangs of remorse and terror and anguish. She could
understand all. He, the escaped convict, had come to England, and was
supposed to be dead. He had lived, under a false name, a life of
constant and vigilant terror. He kept his secret from all the world. Oh,
if he had only told her! Now the letter of Miss Plympton was all plain,
and she wondered how she had been so blind.
“Oh!” she moaned, in a scarce audible voice, “why did you not tell me?”
“Oh, Edith darling! my child! my only love!” murmured Frederick Dalton,
bending low over her, and infolding her trembling frame in his own
trembling arms; “my sweet daughter, if you could only have known how I
yearned over you! But I delayed to tell you. It was the one sweet hope
of my life to redeem my name from its foul stain, and then declare
myself. I wanted you to get your father back as he had left you, without
this abhorrent crime laid to his charge. I did wrong not to trust you.
It was a bitter, bitter error. But I had so set my heart on it. It was
all for your sake, Edith--all, darling, for your sake!”
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