This arrangement was kept up, and Edith scarcely saw Dudleigh at all.
She knew, however, that his care for her father was incessant and
uninterrupted. Every thing that could possibly be needed was supplied;
every luxury or delicacy that could be thought of was obtained; and not
only were London physicians constantly coming up, but from the notes
which lay around, she judged that Dudleigh kept up a constant
correspondence with them about this case.
* * * * *
CHAPTER XLIII.
SIR LIONEL AND HIS “KEEPER”
Sir Lionel, who had come to this place with the face that indicated a
mind at peace, thus found himself suddenly confronted by a grim phantom,
the aspect of which struck terror to his heart. That phantom was drawn
up from a past which he usually did not care to remember. Now, however,
he could not forget it. There was one by his side to remind him of it
always--one who had become his guard, his jailer--in fact, his keeper--a
word which signifies better than any other the attitude which was
assumed by Lady Dudleigh. For the feeling which Sir Lionel had toward
her was precisely like that which the lunatic has toward his keeper, the
feeling that this one is watching night and day, and never relaxes the
terrible stare of those vigilant eyes. There are those who on being thus
watched would grow mad; and Sir Lionel had this in addition to his other
terrors--this climax of them all, that upon him there was always the
maddening glare of his “keeper's” eyes. Terrible eyes were they to him,
most terrible--eyes which he dared not encounter. They were the eyes of
his wife--a woman most injured; and her gaze reminded him always of a
past full of horror. That gaze he could not encounter. He knew without
looking at it what it meant. He felt it on him. There were times when
it made his flesh crawl, nor could he venture to face it.
A few days of this reduced him to a state of abject misery. He began to
fear that he was really growing mad. In that case he would be a fit
subject for a “keeper.” He longed with unutterable longing to throw off
this terrible restraint; but he could not and dared not. That woman,
that “keeper,” wielded over him a power which he knew and felt, and
dared not defy. It was the power that arises from the knowledge of
secrets of life and death, and her knowledge placed his life in her
hands.
This woman was inflexible and inexorable. She had suffered so much that
she had no pity for his present sufferings. These seemed trivial to her.
She showed a grand, strong, self-sufficient nature, which made her his
superior, and put her above the reach of any influences that he might
bring. He could remember the time when she was a fair and gentle young
girl, with her will all subject to his; then a loving bride with no
thought apart from him; but now years of suffering and self-discipline
had transformed her to this, and she came back to him an inexorable
Fate, an avenging Nemesis.
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