The Lock and Key Library: The most interesting stories of all nations: American
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The Lock and Key Library: The most interesting stories of all nations: American
Detective and mystery stories; Short stories, American
Presently the faculties of Wieland, which, for a time, were chained
up, were seized with restlessness and trembling. He broke silence.
The stoutest heart would have been appalled by the tone in which he
spoke. He addressed himself to Carwin:—
“Why art thou here? Who detains thee? Go and learn better. I
will meet thee, but it must be at the bar of thy Maker. There
shall I bear witness against thee.”
Perceiving that Carwin did not obey, he continued, “Dost thou wish
me to complete the catalogue by thy death? Thy life is a worthless
thing. Tempt me no more. I am but a man, and thy presence may
awaken a fury which may spurn my control. Begone!”
Carwin, irresolute, striving in vain for utterance, his complexion
pallid as death, his knees beating one against another, slowly
obeyed the mandate and withdrew.
II
A few words more and I lay aside the pen forever. Yet why should I
not relinquish it now? All that I have said is preparatory to this
scene, and my fingers, tremulous and cold as my heart, refuse any
further exertion. This must not be. Let my last energies support
me in the finishing of this task. Then will I lay down my head in
the lap of death. Hushed will be all my murmurs in the sleep of
the grave.
Every sentiment has perished in my bosom. Even friendship is
extinct. Your love for me has prompted me to this task; but I
would not have complied if it had not been a luxury thus to feast
upon my woes. I have justly calculated upon my remnant of
strength. When I lay down the pen the taper of life will expire;
my existence will terminate with my tale.
Now that I was left alone with Wieland, the perils of my situation
presented themselves to my mind. That this paroxysm should
terminate in havoc and rage it was reasonable to predict. The
first suggestion of my fears had been disproved by my experience.
Carwin had acknowledged his offenses, and yet had escaped. The
vengeance which I had harbored had not been admitted by Wieland;
and yet the evils which I had endured, compared with those
inflicted on my brother, were as nothing. I thirsted for his
blood, and was tormented with an insatiable appetite for his
destruction; but my brother was unmoved, and had dismissed him in
safety. Surely thou wast more than man, while I am sunk below the
beasts.
Did I place a right construction on the conduct of Wieland? Was
the error that misled him so easily rectified? Were views so vivid
and faith so strenuous thus liable to fading and to change? Was
there not reason to doubt the accuracy of my perceptions? With
images like these was my mind thronged, till the deportment of my
brother called away my attention.
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