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The Lock and Key Library: The most interesting stories of all nations: American
Detective and mystery stories; Short stories, American
He was probably unconscious of my design, but presently drew back.
This interval was sufficient to restore me to myself. The madness,
the iniquity, of that act which I had purposed rushed upon my
apprehension. For a moment I was breathless with agony. At the
next moment I recovered my strength, and threw the knife with
violence on the floor.
The sound awoke my brother from his reverie. He gazed alternately
at me and at the weapon. With a movement equally solemn he stooped
and took it up. He placed the blade in different positions,
scrutinizing it accurately, and maintaining, at the same time, a
profound silence.
Again he looked at me; but all that vehemence and loftiness of
spirit which had so lately characterized his features were flown.
Fallen muscles, a forehead contracted into folds, eyes dim with
unbidden drops, and a ruefulness of aspect which no words can
describe, were now visible.
His looks touched into energy the same sympathies in me, and I
poured forth a flood of tears. This passion was quickly checked by
fear, which had now no longer my own but his safety for their
object. I watched his deportment in silence. At length he spoke:—
“Sister,” said he, in an accent mournful and mild, “I have acted
poorly my part in this world. What thinkest thou? Shall I not do
better in the next?”
I could make no answer. The mildness of his tone astonished and
encouraged me. I continued to regard him with wistful and anxious
looks.
“I think,” resumed he, “I will try. My wife and my babes have gone
before. Happy wretches! I have sent you to repose, and ought not
to linger behind.”
These words had a meaning sufficiently intelligible. I looked at
the open knife in his hand and shuddered, but knew not how to
prevent the deed which I dreaded. He quickly noticed my fears, and
comprehended them. Stretching toward me his hand, with an air of
increasing mildness, “Take it,” said he; “fear not for thy own
sake, nor for mine. The cup is gone by, and its transient
inebriation is succeeded by the soberness of truth.
“Thou angel whom I was wont to worship! fearest thou, my sister,
for thy life? Once it was the scope of my labors to destroy thee,
but I was prompted to the deed by heaven; such, at least, was my
belief. Thinkest thou that thy death was sought to gratify
malevolence? No. I am pure from all stain. I believed that my
God was my mover!
“Neither thee nor myself have I cause to injure. I have done my
duty; and surely there is merit in having sacrificed to that all
that is dear to the heart of man. If a devil has deceived me, he
came in the habit of an angel. If I erred, it was not my judgment
that deceived me, but my senses. In thy sight, Being of beings! I
am still pure. Still will I look for my reward in thy justice!”
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