The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920Various
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The London Mercury, Vol. I, Nos. 1-6, November 1919 to April 1920
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English literature -- Periodicals; London (England) -- Periodicals
A singular and enlightening circumstance in the intercourse between
Butler and Pauli unhappily prevents Mr. Festing Jones from making this
astonishing but veracious narrative entirely lifelike. The charming
young man did not reciprocate the feelings of his pathetic and somewhat
uncouth adorer. "I had felt from the very beginning," says Butler,
"that my intimacy with Pauli was only superficial, and I also perceived
more and more that I bored him." Pauli confessed that he had never
been more miserable in his life than once when he spent a holiday with
Butler at Dieppe. Consequently it soon came about that the essential
part of the relations between them was the punctual payment of the
allowance. Latterly, they only met three times a week, when Pauli
lunched in Butler's chambers. He discontinued informing Butler of his
changes of address, so that at the end Butler did not know where he was
living, and Mr. Festing Jones met him "only on business, for he would
have nothing to do with any of Butler's friends in any other way."
Butler learnt of his death from an announcement in the _Times_.
Truly a mysterious creature! And his friend is very comprehensible in
supposing that there must be some explanation. Possibly Mr. Festing
Jones, if he had met him otherwise than purely on business, might have
given us some impression of his personality which would have let in
light on this dark business. As it is, we must content ourselves with
wonder at the extraordinary situations which human nature is capable of
creating. But this unhappy friendship is worth examining, apart from
its intrinsic curiosity, because it presents in extremity an essential
and determining part of Butler's life. His devotion and loyalty to his
friends were perhaps the most beautiful things in his character and do
much to redeem his somewhat unlovely attitude of snarling and suspicion
towards all strangers.
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