Rupert, with a body not robust and a twisted ankle that was still in
bandages, was holding fast to his allegiance. His mother, less pampered
and less querulous, grew each day a more sacred trust. Each day, as she
watched him go about the house, he surprised more constantly that look
of the Madonna which stood out against the background of her pretty,
faded face. He had something to defend at last, something that played
tender, stifled chords about that keyboard which we call the soul. He
was alone among the women and the old men; but he was resolute.
And then there came a night when he had patrolled the house, had looked
out through his window, before getting to bed, for a glance at the
hilltops, white under a shrouded moon. He was tired, was seeking an
answer to his faith. And, instead, a darkness came about him, a denial
of all he had hoped for, prayed and striven for. Hope went by him.
Trust in God grew dim and shadowy. There was no help, in this world or
another, and he was a weak fool, as he had always been, drifting down
the path of the east wind.
He recalled, with pitiless clearness, how he had played eavesdropper
before the Rising men rode out, had heard his father say that no
attack on Windyhough was possible, that the guns and ammunition were
nursery toys he had left his heir to play with in his absence.
Rupert--namesake of a cavalier whose name had never stood for wisdom,
but always for high daring--stood with bowed shoulders, unmanned and
desolate. He did not know that the wise, older men he reverenced were
compelled to stand, time and time, as he was doing, with black night
and negation at their elbow. He knew only that it was cold and dark,
with no help at hand. It is moments such as this that divide true men
from the feeble-hearted; and Rupert lifted his head, and, though he
only half believed it, he told himself that dawn would follow this
midwinter night.
And that night he slept like a child, and dreamed that all was well.
And he woke the next day to find Simon Foster watching by his bedside,
patient and trusty as the dogs whose instinct is toward loyalty.
“You’ve slept, maister!” said Simon. “By th’ Heart, I never saw a body
sleep so sound.”
“We must patrol the house, Simon. The attack is coming--and we’ll not
be late for it, after all these days of waiting.”
“Who says the attack is coming?” growled the other.
“I dreamed it--the clearest dream I ever had, Simon.”
But Simon shook his head. He had no faith in dreams.
CHAPTER IX
THE STAY-AT-HOMES
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