Again she thought of Rupert. All his life the Scholar had been
struggling against impotence and misery. He had grown used to it by
habit; and, of all her friends, she longed most to have him by her
side, because he would understand this trouble that unsteadied her.
Will Underwood’s wraith came up and up the track. She drooped in the
saddle of the broken-winded horse, and hid her eyes, and waited for the
kiss, cold as an east wind over the marshes, that would tell her he was
loyal in the dying. The tales of nursery days were very close about her
now, and she was a child who walked in the unknown.
“Why, Nance, what the devil is amiss? You’re crying like a burn in
spate.”
Will’s voice was sharp and human. Nance reined back a pace or two.
They were so near, so big, Will and his horse, that they shattered her
nursery tales with bewildering roughness.
For a while she could not speak, could not check the sobs which were a
tribute, not to the living man but to his wraith. Then she gathered up
her strength, for she came of a plucky stock. Will Underwood was good
at reading women’s faces; it was his trade in life; but he could make
nothing of Nance just now. Her glance was searching, her eyes quiet and
hard, though tears were lying on her lashes still. All her world had
slipped from under her. There seemed no longer any trust, or faith, or
happiness in the bleak years to come; but at least she had her pride.
“Nance, what is it?” he asked.
“I thought you a ghost just now, Mr. Underwood--the ghost of your
better self, may be. And now----”
“Well, and now?” he broke in, with the hardy self-assurance that had
served him well in days gone by. “I’m alive, and entirely at your
service, Nance. Surely there’s no occasion for distress in that.”
She looked gravely at him for a moment, with clear eyes that seemed to
glance through and beyond him, as if his handsome body and his strength
had disappeared, leaving only a puff of unsubstantial wind behind.
“There _is_ occasion,” she said, very gravely and in a voice that was
musical with pain and steadfastness. “You had better be lying dead, Mr.
Underwood, along some road of loyalty, than--than be idling here, when
other men are fighting.”
He reddened, seemed at a loss for words. Then, “Nance, what a child
you are--and I fancied you a woman grown,” he said, with an attempt at
playfulness. “What is this Rising, after all? A few Scots ragamuffins
following a laddie with yellow hair and flyaway wits. Let the women
sing ballads, and dream dreams; but level-headed men don’t risk all on
moonshine of that sort.”
“My father--he is older than you, and is counted--more level-headed,
shall we say? Sir Jasper Royd, too, is a soldier whose record all men
know. _They_ have gone with the ragamuffins and the yellow-haired
laddie.”
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