But as each short day closed in there was the return to the silence
of the house at Windyhough, to Lady Royd’s wonder if her husband were
lying dead in some south country ditch, to the yapping of the toy
spaniel that harassed Rupert because, soul and body, he was tired of
mimic warfare.
They had come home this afternoon from musket-drill, and Simon had left
them in the courtyard. A little, sobbing wind was fluting round the
gables, and the red light on the hills foretold, unerringly, that snow
would come.
Nance looked up at the black front of Windyhough. The homeless
desolation of the land took hold of her. She was cold, and tired of all
things; and she sought for some relief, and could find none, save by
way of the tongue that is woman’s rapier.
“What of your trust, Rupert?” she asked sharply. “A week ago--it seems
half a lifetime--you said there would be some swift attack--you said
that you had faith. Faith, my dear--I tell you it is cold and empty as
the wind. Your only answer is--why, just your mother’s spaniel barking
at you from within. Faith should know the master’s footstep, Rupert.”
He had been sick at heart till now. The answer had not come as soon as
he had hoped, and his need was urgent; but the faith in him rose clear
and dominant.
“You’re a baby, Nance. You talked of half a lifetime. I could wait so
long in patience, knowing the Stuart, soon or late, would come to the
good crowning.”
She glanced at him with impatience, with a certain wistful curiosity.
“Does your creed go deep as that, Rupert? Mine does not,” she said,
with her frank, bewildering honesty.
“My creed?” Rupert’s shoulders were squared in earnest now. He stood to
his full six feet, and in his eyes was that look of the man who cannot
be bought, or bullied, or flattered, from allegiance to the straight
road ahead. “It goes deeper, Nance. What else? Faith! You seem to think
it means only kneeling in a church, a woman’s refuge from the outside
storms, a ball to play with, when the time seems slow in passing.”
“You will tell me more,” said Nance gently.
“I cannot. Go to Sir Jasper, who can use a sword; go to your father,
who can fight and hunt and play the man wherever men are gathered. They
kneel in church, Nance--and in the open roads they feel their swords
the cleaner for it; they carry knighthood with them, so that clowns
read it in their faces as they pass.”
“Who taught you this?” she asked.
He laughed, with the diffidence and self-contempt that always lay in
ambush for him. “I dreamed it, maybe. You always said I was a dreamer,
Nance--a fool, you meant, but were too kind to think it.”
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