Sir Jasper, by grace of long training, was able to keep his weakness
off for a space of time that seemed to him interminable. He saw
Windyhough at the mercy of these ragabouts of Goldstein’s--saw his wife
standing, proud, disdainful, pitiful, while they bandied jests from
mouth to mouth.
“It’s nothing, Ben, I tell you!” he muttered testily. “Help me to
saddle.”
He staggered forward, tried to mount, fell back again into Ben’s arms.
And still he would not yield. And then at last he knew that Windyhough
would not see him to-day, if ever again; and the pity he had for his
wife, left defenceless there by his own doing, was like a knife cutting
deep and ceaselessly into his living flesh.
He was in torment, so that his wound, save that it hampered him, seemed
a trivial matter. To Ben Shackleton and the shepherd all passed in a
few minutes; they did not guess how long the interval was to Sir Jasper
between this going down to hell and the first ray of hope that crossed
the blackness.
Sir Jasper passed a hand across his eyes. If only he could understand
this sudden hope, the meaning of it--if his wits were less
muddled--there was a chance yet for Windyhough. Then he remembered
Rupert--his son, to whom he had told a fairy-tale of gunpowder and
ball, and the defence of the old house--and a weight seemed lifted
from him. He recalled how he had said to the boy’s mother that Rupert
was leal and stubborn at the soul of him, however it might be with
his capacity for every-day affairs. He smiled, so that Ben and the
shepherd, looking on, thought that he was fey; for he was thinking how
weak in body he himself was, how, like Rupert, he had only his leal
soul to depend upon.
Then, for the last time before he surrendered to the weakness that was
gripping him in earnest, he had a moment of borrowed vigour. “Ben,” he
said, in the old tone of command, “you’ve your horse ready saddled?”
“Aye, sir!” answered the other, bewildered but obedient.
“Ride hard for Windyhough. There’s a troop of the enemy close behind.
Gallop, Ben, and tell my son”--he steadied himself, with a hand on the
shepherd’s shoulder--“tell him that he must hold the house until I
come, that I _trust him_, that he knows where the powder is stored. Oh,
you fool, you stand gaping! And there is urgency.”
“I’m loath to leave you, Sir Jasper----”
“You’ll be less loath, Ben,” broke in the other, with a fine rallying
to his shattered strength, “if I bring the blunt side of my sword about
your ears.”
So Ben Shackleton, troubled and full of doubt, got to horse, following
that instinct of obedience which the master had learned before he
taught it to his men, and rode up the windy track. Sir Jasper, when he
had seen him top the rise and disappear in the yellow, dreary haze,
leaned heavily against the shepherd.
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