“Shall I not sing to you now?” she repeated, with pleasant coquetry.
“If you have no Stuart songs--why, let me sing you Martha’s doleful
ballad of Sir Robert who rode over Devilsbridge, and came riding back
again without his head. It was a foolish thing to do, but it makes a
moving ballad, Rupert.”
Her mood would not be denied. Tender, gay, elusive, she tempted him
to ask what she was ready--for sake of sacrifice--to give. There was
reward here for the empty boyhood, the empty days of shame since the
men of the house rode out. It was all unbelievable, unsteadying. He
had only to cross to Nance’s side, it seemed, had only to plead, as
he had done more than once in days past, for the betrothal kiss. He
recalled how she had met these wild love-makings of his--with pity and
a little laughter, and a heart untouched by any sort of love for him.
And now--all that was changed.
The moment seemed long in passing. Within reach there was Nance,
desirable beyond any speech of his to tell; and yet he could not cross
to her. It was as if a sword divided them, with its keen edge set
toward him. He did not know himself, could not understand the grip that
held him back from her, though feet and heart were willing. Then it
grew clear to him.
“Nance,” he said sharply, “do you remember the Brig o’ Tryst?”
“Why, yes,” she answered, with simple tenderness. “I remember that I
hurt you there. You pleaded so well that day, Rupert--and now you’re
dumb, somehow.”
“Because--Nance, there has war come since then, and it has proved us
all.” He laughed, the old, unhappy laugh of irony and self-contempt.
“There’s Simon Foster, bent with rheumatism, and Nat the Shepherd, too
infirm to do anything but smoke his pipe and babble of the ’15 Rising,
and--your fool, Nance. You’ve a gallant house of men about you.”
And Nance was silent. Some deeper feeling than pity or haphazard
sacrifice was stirring her, for she saw Rupert as he was, saw him
with a clearness, a knowledge of him, that would never leave her.
In retreat, against his will, in utter darkness of hope and forward
purpose, he had found the right way and the ready to Nance’s heart. His
grip of honour was so resolute. There was nothing scholarly or fanciful
about him now. Through temptation of her own making, through a desire
extreme and passionate and easy to be read, he had won through to this
starry sort of abnegation that set well on him. He was no proven man,
and he disdained for that reason to claim a woman’s favours; and the
breed of him showed clear.
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