Again she was met by the glance that looked through and beyond her,
as if she stood between Rupert and some settled purpose. It seemed so
short a while since she had sat at the spinet, had seen his eyes hungry
with her, as if she were all his world; and now he scarcely heeded
her. The riddle was so easy for a man to guess, so hard for a woman;
and Nance, soldier-bred as she was, was piqued by the master’s grave,
single-minded outlook on the task in hand.
“Your post, Nance?” he echoed. “With mother, away from any chance of
bullets.”
“Did I shoot so badly, then--those days we practised up the fields?”
“No; but this is men’s work, Nance.”
“You have a garrison of three.” Some wayward humour, some wish to hurt
him, clouded all her usual kindliness. He was strong and did not need
her; and she missed something pleasant that had threaded the weariness
of these last days. “There’s Simon, steady enough, but old. There is
Ben Shackleton. And there is--yourself, Rupert, very young to musketry.
Are you wise to refuse your last recruit?”
The taunt found its mark. This daughter of Squire Roger’s had an odd
power to touch the depths in him, whether for pain or keen, unreasoning
delight. A moment since he had tasted happiness, had had no thought
save one--that he was master here, fighting an enemy of flesh and blood
at last. And now the old unrest crept in, the vague self-distrust that
had clouded earlier days.
“We’re few, and have no skill,” he said, with an irony that was
stubborn and weary both; “but I was bred, Nance, to put women in the
background at these times.”
She looked at him, as he stood in the cloudy moonlight filtering
through the window. She knew this tone of his so well--knew that
her hold on him was not weakened, after all. “Oh, you were bred to
that superstition?” she said lightly. “As if women were ever in the
background, Rupert! Why, our business in life is to dance in front of
you--always a little in front of you, lest you capture us. Men, so Lady
Royd says, are merry until--until--they have us safe in hand.”
She dropped him a curtsey; and, before he found an answer, she was
gone. And the master turned to the casement, hoping for the sound of
a footfall without, the chance of another quick, haphazard shot. The
wind had dropped to a little, whining breeze; but there was no other
sound about this house that stood for the Stuart against odds. The snow
was thickening. Rupert watched the flakes settle on the window-sill,
ever a little faster, till a three-inch ridge was raised. And the old
trouble returned. This had been his life here--the silence, the dumb
abnegations, slow and cold in falling, that had built a wall between
himself and happiness. And suddenly he brushed his hand sharply across
the sill, scattering the snow. It was his protest against the buried
yesterdays. Then he took up the three muskets he had fired, and one by
one reloaded them. And after that he waited.
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