He lived through that scene again in detail, heard Nance’s voice sweep
all his prudent self-esteem aside. And her scorn bit deeper now,
because he knew at last the strength of his fine regard for her.
Passion was gone. Prudence was gone, because men near to death remember
that they came naked into the world. He had lost the trickeries that
had earned him the name of Wild Will, and was glad to let them go.
He was aware only that he lay between here and hereafter, in pain of
body and soul, and that he might take this last fence gladly, as on a
hunting-morn, if he could wipe away the remembrance of one day gone by.
Many things grew clear to him as he lay and watched the moon. The wrath
and pitiless hell-fire of Rigstones Chapel yielded to a wider outlook
on the forgiveness of a Being greater than himself in charity. He found
it easy to forgive his enemies, to forget his jealousy of Rupert, whom
he had saved just now. But, warring against the peace he sought, and
keeping the life quick in his tortured body, was remembrance of that
day on the high moors. His work, good or ill, was done, and he longed
to die, and could not.
Into the littered hall at Windyhough, while the squire paced up and
down asking noisily for Will Underwood, old Nat the shepherd sauntered,
pipe in hand. He was old, and a dreamer, and the gunshots and the fury
had not disturbed him greatly.
Nat glanced round at the fallen men and the standing, at the doorway
through whose blackened lintels the keen moonlight stole to drown the
candle-flames. And he laughed, a gentle, pitying laugh. “It’s naught
so much to brag about,” he said. “There were bonnier doings i’ the ’15
Rising. Men were men i’ those days.”
Nance wearied of it all as she stood by the master’s bed and listened
to the talk downstairs. The house seemed full of men, and insolent
coupling of her name with Will Underwood’s, and the sickly, pungent
smell of blood and smoke. She was tired of gallantry and war, tired of
her own weariness; and she went down the stair, stepping lightly over
Rupert’s enemy, and came among them into hall.
“Your servant, Miss Nance,” said the red-faced squire, not guessing
what a figure of comedy he cut, bowing under the folds of a white linen
coat.
“I thank you, gentlemen,” said Nance unsteadily. “From my heart I thank
you. You--you have done us service. And now, by your leave, I need to
get out of doors. I--I have been in prison here.”
They made a lane of honour for her. They had been laggards in the
Prince’s service; they were recusants, come at the last hour to prove
themselves; but they felt, seeing Nance step down between them, her
face stained with weariness and long vigil, that a royal lady had come
into their midst.
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