As she opened the door and crossed the landing, she heard a heavy
footfall on the stair below, then Simon Foster’s laboured breathing.
Some instinct of disaster chilled her. In this house of emptiness,
with the wind roaming like an unquiet ghost down every corridor, she
listened to the uncanny, stealthy upcoming. Once, years ago, she had
heard men bringing home her brother, killed in the hunting-field; and
it seemed to her that she was listening to the same sounds again, was
feeling the same vague, unreasoning dread. Then she remembered that
Rupert had been missing since dawn, and she was moved by some grief
that struck deeper than she understood.
They turned the corner of the stair at last, and Nance saw Rupert
coming up--Rupert, his face grey and tired as he leaned on Simon’s arm;
Rupert, who looked older, manlier, more like Sir Jasper. And then, for
no reason she could have given, she lost half her grief. At least he
was not dead; and there was a look about him which stronger men of her
acquaintance had worn when they were in the thick of trouble.
There was a long, mullioned window lighting the stairway head. And
Rupert, looking up, saw Nance standing there--close to him, yet far
away as some lady of dreams might stand. The keen winter’s sun, getting
out from sleet-clouds, made a St. Luke’s summer round about her; and
Nance, who was just comely, good to see, at other times, borrowed a
strange beauty from the hour and place, and from the human pity that
was troubling her.
Rupert halted on the landing, and looked at her as if she were food and
drink to him. Then he flushed, and turned his head.
“You?” he said quietly. “I’d rather have met any one but you just now.”
“And why, my dear?” asked Nance, with simple tenderness.
“Why? Because I’m maimed, and sick at heart,” he said savagely.
“How did it come about?” she interrupted, with the same impulsive
tenderness.
“I tried to join the Rising, and was thrown. So much was to be
expected, Nance?”
She had been thinking hard things of stay-at-homes and weaklings; and,
as she looked at Rupert now, she was touched by keen reproach. He was
ashamed, tired out, in pain of soul and body; yet he was smiling, was
making a jest of his indifferent horsemanship.
Nance recalled once more that evening on the moors, when Rupert had
bidden Will Underwood ride with her to Windyhough, while he stayed with
his brother. In his voice, in the set of his whole face, there had been
a stubborn strength that had astonished her; and here again, on the
sunlit, draughty stairhead, he was showing her a glimpse of his true
self.
“I wish you better luck,” she said simply--“oh, so much better luck.”
He saw that there were tears in her eyes, and felt his weakness coming
on him like a cloud, and fought it for a moment longer.
“It will come, Nance,” he said--cheerily, though he felt himself a
liar. “Go down to mother. She--she needs help more than I. Now, Simon,
you’ve got your breath again.”
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