But, curiously enough, it was not the praying but the fighting Elijah
that Wiggie loved best. The pale, diffident young man saw himself as
the fierce, tanned herald of woe, and made others see him as such, too.
It was glorious to curse kings, run before chariots and slay false
prophets by the hundred! He felt the inspired words hot on his lips,
the racing blood in his veins, the warm dust spurned by his swift feet.
In the great “hammer” solo he worked to such a pitch of intensity,
beating out the last iron strokes of the _più lento_ so strongly that
the audience almost winced beneath his power, and the hatchet-faced man
shook like a whippet on leash, uttering sharp little sounds remarkably
like oaths. But after that--after the Reproach to Ahab--Elijah sank
back into Wigmore, quivering under the virulent words of the venomous
Queen as if they had been live blades. The Queen was a strenuous member
of the Society, with a bludgeon air that reminded him of Harriet, and
he shrank before her condemnation as he had shrunk many a time under
Harriet’s scorn. The tired protest under the juniper-tree, in face
of the fresh task--“Oh, Lord, I have laboured in vain! Yea, I have
spent my strength, have spent my strength for naught. O that I now
might die!” brought the tears chasing down Hamer’s cheeks, but it was
Wiggie, not Elijah, who brought them there, though he did not know it.
It was Wiggie’s own cry from a desolate heart and an almost finished
body, looking into a future void of the one hope that had kept him
alive for long--the terrible cry of the human, seeing the strength of
the flesh break, taking the strength of the soul with it. He was in the
wilderness, and no God could set his feet for Horeb.
But the pitiful personal note was felt, if not recognised, bringing
the Angel to “O Rest in the Lord” with a style very different from
her famous “Sing me to Sleep” imitation, and aweing the basses to an
unwonted mellowness of mumbling in the tender balm of “He that shall
Endure to the End.” And at the close of it, the quiet figure on Hamer’s
chair lifted his eyes and smiled the same whimsical smile at the
strangers in the front pew. The man with the sad eyes smiled also. The
leashed whippet sank back and was still.
It was over at last, the last brave spurt of confidence and hope, the
swirl of the final choruses, followed by the stillness of a prayer; and
then the organ burst out again, the doors flew open, the sardine-box
unpacked itself and stretched. A hum of wonder was running through
the congregation. _Who_ was the collapsed young man with the perfect
voice at least six sizes too big for him? Quite extraordinarily good,
and with a great look of--something like “Quagga”--the man who was
commanded to Windsor last month--but of course they all knew that he
was nothing more exciting than the Shaws’ last, unthrottled-off pal.
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