Everybody was very kind to him, that evening, and thought he should not
only have a nice, quiet day following, but a nice, quiet night straight
away, so he was packed off to bed soon after dinner was over. As he
crossed the hall to the foot of the stairs--very slowly, for he was
afraid of the night--Dandy came out of the smoke-room to meet him. She
looked singularly radiant, he thought, from the depths of his own chill
fear. Beyond, he could hear Hamer at the telephone.
“You’re going up? That’s right!” she said with a relieved air. People
always think things are going to straighten themselves out when they
have persuaded you to do something unpleasant. She gave him her hand
with a kindly pressure. “Are you sure you have everything you want?
Isn’t there _really_ something more we can give you or do for you?
You’ve had such a fearfully hard day, and you’re so tired! And, look
here, you must promise--promise faithfully, or I won’t let you
go--that if you feel bad in the morning you’ll let us know, first
thing. I’d never forgive myself if we went off for a day’s pleasure,
leaving you to be ill all alone.” She wrinkled her brow, looking at him
very earnestly. “I sometimes wonder, Wiggie, whether you tell us all
the truth. You never do talk much about yourself, do you? We know who
you _are_, of course, and we’ve been friends for years, but you never
tell us your troubles, and though you always say there’s nothing the
matter with you that matters, I don’t think I quite believe it. You
look so”--she laughed rather shakily, and put a comforting hand on his
arm--“so dreadfully ‘gone before!’ Don’t you know how precious you are
to us all, Wiggie dear? Let us have a chance of taking care of you if
you really need it, won’t you?”
With his own hands tightly clasped on the banister, he stood looking
down into her eyes, and at her hair, tossed into a mesh of gold by the
little watchman’s lamp at the foot of the stair, at the pleading mouth
and the pearls at her throat, at the whole, terrible, beautiful want
in his life that she represented, and an impulse came over him to tell
her the truth, and see the mouth quiver, and the tears so near the
surface brim over for his sorry plight. He had always taken care of
_her_, thought for _her_, lived for _her_, but perhaps she had had help
for him, too, all the time. If he broke now, completely and in utter
thankfulness, would he find himself, if only for a little, within the
comfort of her arms?
The telephone rang off, and instantly, as if snatched by a cord, Dandy
dropped her hand and turned, her lips opened to an unspoken question
as Hamer came into the hall with a pleased expression on his face. He
nodded to her as he advanced.
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