“Bit done, aren’t you?” she said. He was working for her at the present
moment, so must be cared for, just as he had had to have glasses of new
milk during the election. “Afraid you’ve had a thin time with Davids.
I can’t think why the clubs don’t combine and refuse to play against
him. He’s quite a decent little chap, though, off the field. Doesn’t
take the thing seriously enough--that’s what’s wrong. I thought that
stick of mine wouldn’t be any good to you--you want something beefy for
Davids. Perhaps you’d like to have Lanty’s back again? Saunders brought
you down a nasty whack; must have hurt you somewhere. He’s a clumsy
ass. Only last week, he got his stick fast in a girl’s hair, and pulled
some of it out by the roots. Look here, hadn’t you better knock off
altogether? We’ll get along somehow. Saunders hasn’t begun to stretch
himself yet, and I can do a bit more, too. I’m resigned to lose,
anyhow. Stubbs will just simply give the whole blooming game away if
Saunders hits him again. I wish Lanty had been here! There’ll be no
saving us in any case if Teddy Dunn” (the centre-forward) “loses his
wool after half-time, as he always does. His nerves aren’t guaranteed
to wear the whole seventy minutes. Well, ease up for a while, won’t
you? Hang about on the touch-line if you don’t care to go up to the
house, and if you feel like chipping in again later, well, chip!”
She brought him his coat, and snatched the camp-stool from a bleating
Helwise, and a kind little kid-gloved lady, who had been calling
somewhere, produced some smelling-salts from a russia-leather bag. He
sat on the camp-stool with his head in his hands, bitterly ashamed but
helpless, and wishing with all his heart that Saunders had finished
him off completely. He had not meant any of it to be in the least like
this. He had hugged a vision of fleeting, soaring ecstasy, and--with
God be the rest!--but it seemed that things didn’t happen like that.
This was shrieking farce and despicable exhibition--no saving grace
about it anywhere. But he would not go up to the house, though his face
burned every time anybody looked at him. He was an object of utter
derision, and, worse--pity, but he would not go up to the house, though
his whole soul turned to it with longing. He must stop until the last
chance of glory was past; so he clung to his stick, refusing to give it
up, and sniffed bravely at the smelling-salts, hoping and praying that
he might feel able to “chip in again, later.”
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