He could spare it only a moment’s greeting, but for some reason
his heart was lighter as he rode on. Amid the wreck of much the
Ghost-Mountain had foundered too, forgotten. Its vivid, unexpected
return set a faint hope beating that somehow, through some outside
power, other lost things might come to resurrection also.
The spell of the “back-end” had its will again, and in spite of him
caught him in its wound gossamer of remembrance. Though he looked
between his horse’s ears, he knew well enough that round him on every
hand were soft distances, melting, blending and changing from blue to
purple and purple to gray, with filmy pillars of smoke raised like the
standards of home against the stark, stripped woods. He could not keep
his cheek from the mild fingers of the gentle air, nor from his lungs
the smell of the fresh, damp earth, going rain- and dew-washed to its
winter sleep. And under the horse’s hoofs the dry leaves rustled and
the wet leaves crushed into a still, soft carpet of stamped crimson and
bruised gold. Far in the amber sky a black little bird was singing,
swung on a twig like a poised finger, and over Dick Crag he could hear
the baffling music of tired hounds on the last spurt of the afternoon.
Little by little he was taken and held by the old wonder and the
familiar glory, so that the last terrible months dropped away, and his
heavily self-raised prison unlocked. Through the cruel summer he had
come mechanically and doggedly, with all his joy in his work gone like
a blown petal, together with the quivering sympathy that had made him
the perfect instrument of atmosphere and environment. For this is the
last punishment of souls ordinarily attuned to Nature, when bent to
the yoke of pain or sin. They cry to her, and she does not answer; she
calls to them, and they do not heed; for though the eyes look abroad on
the same beauty, the ears gather the same music, the spirit and meaning
are fled, leaving only soulless mirages and jangled wires. But to-night
Lancaster came back again to his kingdom.
The look of sudden age, stamped on that far death-dawn, still clung to
some extent; the stern lines of his face were hammered and set; he was
thinner, and his hair had whitened a little. But for compensation he
had a new self-reliance, a new quietude born of the absence of nervous
struggle. His was now the unfearful poise of one who has fallen and
risen again before the hammer of the gods.
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