To a very timid, sensitive nature there is, in the forcing of a
decision, something of the inhuman terror of being hunted down. The
young man was between two fires. If he stood by the Lugg, he carried
the lives of men. If he stood by Brack, the Lancasters went to the
wall. The first responsibility had been another’s; this was his. Brack
was thrusting it upon him with keen eyes that held and coerced him and
would not let him go.
“His lordship agrees with me!” the latter cried suddenly, so sharply
that more than one man jumped. “His lordship is on my side--sure! Ask
him if his conscience isn’t hustling him! Ask him what he thinks away
down in his heart of Lancaster’s Lugg!”
Bluecaster moved in his chair and opened his lips. There was breeding
in the way he mastered his inward shrinking, and tried to smooth the
warring elements into courtesy.
“You are making things a little difficult, Mr. Holliday!” he said
gently. “Won’t you sit down and allow us to finish the discussion
quietly? You will gain nothing by vilifying an honourable gentleman
whom all here remember with affection and regret.”
“I’ll sit down when I’m through!” Brack said insolently. “I’m asking
your lordship for a straight answer. Are you on my side or are you not?”
Bluecaster looked down the table. There was no staving it off. He must
act if he could get no other to act for him. In his extremity he did
what he had always done--dropped his burden for Lanty to pick up.
“I am on the Lancasters’ side always,” he answered Brack. “You have
produced no conclusive arguments, and naturally I put their word before
yours. If Mr. Lancaster thinks the Lugg should stand, I think so, too.
That is all I have to say.”
It was cowardice, and it sounded like courtesy--flight and fear,
though it seemed like standing shoulder to shoulder; and only two men
present guessed it for what it was. Bluecaster was shirking, and for
the moment Lancaster filled with passionate revolt; but out of the
wrath and clamour at the injustice something nobler rose and conquered.
He heard the call to help that no true fighter ever denies; he saw the
young man caught in a trap too cruel for his hesitant soul, and he put
out his hand to him at once. He looked up the table with a smile and
nodded, and as Bluecaster’s face lost its strain, and the trusting
dog-look came back into his eyes, he yielded to the old rush of keen
affection. Of course, you did things for Bluecaster, though you damned
yourself to all eternity!
The decision was left to him, the one person in the world who could not
possibly see the problem unbiassed. Even if he had not believed, there
could scarcely have been but one answer. And he _did_ believe. He did
trust the Lugg. The fear that dogged him was not of his own heart, but
put into him from outside. Brack could talk a clock into stopping. But
there was only one answer.
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