And near him lay one who had been killed with an arrow. The feathers
stood forth from his breast. His face had the look of much pain; his
hands gripped at the wet grass. And the lonesome one looked long upon
the dead man, thinking deep thoughts. “Even the dead have pain,” he
said, “and they seek to hold to the good earth. See how he clutches it!
I shall live and follow my trail, for on all trails there is pain; and
Wakunda wishes me to live.”
So he dressed himself in the garments of the dead warrior who needed
them no more. He threw away the smoke-flap, and in a gully that roared
with rapid waters, he washed the smutch from his forehead—the mud of
dust and tears. And he said: “Now will I walk straight again, for the
marks of my shame are gone. I will seek the Otoes, and they will take
me in.”
Is it not the way of a man to seek better things?
And it happened that in the village of the Otoes was much joy and much
feasting. For the bison had come back; the famine was ended.
And it was dark. The lonesome one sighted the feast fires from far
off and caught the far-blown scent of boiling kettles. They had the
home-smell. His heart was glad as he entered the village and went in
among the feast fires. And they about the fires said: “Who walks in
from the night?” And Shonga Saba said: “A lonesome man, one with many
stories to tell.”
They sat him down, for stories are good with feasting. And he told a
story while the meat went round and the kettles simmered and the embers
crackled and went blue. And as he told, the people gathered close about
to hear. They leaned forward, they breathed heavily, they stared. For
his story was of a brave one who suffered much; it sounded true; there
was an ache in his words. Also it had in it the muttering of war drums,
the wails of women in the night, the snarl of bow thongs, the beat of
hoofs.
But as the teller raised his face, glowing with the noble deeds of
which he told, he saw the circled mass of staring faces, moulded with
the terrors of the tale and lit blue with falling embers.
What did they see that they stared so? _The mark!_
The story-teller leaped to his feet. As a wounded man he cried out: “It
is not washed away!” He threw his arms across his forehead and fled
through the parting throng into the night.
And when he had run far from something that followed yet made no sound,
he cast himself down on the prairie and cried to the Spirit: “Wakunda,
with water I washed it away, but it is not gone! Am I a wolf to howl
always in the wilderness? I have the ache for home. I wish to hear
laughter and be clean. Help me to find the trail!”
All night his words felt about in the dark for Wakunda.
The next day his wanderings began anew. And after many sunlights the
first frost gripped the prairie, and the snows came. More and more the
lonesome one thought of the fires of his people. Through the shivering
nights the tang of the home-smoke filled his nostrils; and day by day
the homeache grew.
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