Until that moment she had never fully realized the intensity of the
man's nature--the extent of worry and suffering that could lie behind
those smiling eyes and never show! She saw that a great burden had
suddenly been lifted from him, and with the necessity for further
dissembling removed, his strong face was for the moment glorified.
She realized now the torture to which she had subjected him by her own
tenderness and repression; while their marriage had been a marvelous--a
wonderful--event to her, to him it had been fraught with terror, despite
his great love, and her thoughts harked back to the night she and Harley
P. Hennage had carried him home to the Hat Ranch. Harley P. had told her
that night that Bob would “stand the acid.” How well he could stand it,
only she, who had applied it, would ever know.
“Forgive me, dear” she faltered. “If I had only realized--”
“Isn't it great to be married?” he queried. “And to think I was afraid
to face it without the price of a honeymoon!”
“You won't have to worry any more. You're rich. You can sell half the
water and we will never go back to San Pasqual any more.”
His face clouded. “I can't do that” he said doggedly.
“Why not?” she asked, frightened.
“Because I'll need every drop of it. I've started a fight and I'm going
to finish it. You told me once that if I sold out my Pagans for money to
marry you, you'd be disappointed in me--that if I should start something
that was big and noble and worthy of me, I'd have to go through to the
finish. Donna, I'm going through. I may lose on a foul, but I'm not
fighting for a draw decision. I schemed for thirty-two thousand
acres, and if I get that I have the land ring blocked. But there are
hundreds--thousands--of acres further south that I can reach with my
canals, and I cannot rest content with a half-way job. The land ring
cannot grab the desert south of Donnaville, because they haven't
sufficient water, and if they had I wouldn't give them a right of way
through my land for their canals, and I wouldn't sell water to their
dummy entrymen. I want that valley for the men who have never had a
chance. I've got the water and it's mine in trust for posterity. It
belongs to Inyo and I'm going to keep it there.”
She did not reply. When they reached the hotel, instead of registering,
as Donna expected he would, Bob went to the baggage-room and secured her
suit-case which he had checked there two hours before. She watched him
with brimming eyes, but with never a word of complaint. He was right,
and if the two weeks' honeymoon that she had planned was not to be, it
was she who had prevented it. She had set her husband a mighty task and
bade him finish it, and despite the pain and disappointment of a return
to San Pasqual the same day she had left it, a secret joy mingled with
her bitterness.
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