The past months had been packed with new sights and sounds. There had
been the ocean passage, with all the gaiety that mill-pond weather and
a total absence of _mal de mer_ evokes, a leisurely motor trip through
the northern counties of England, shopping and theatre-going in Paris,
and then a final fortnight on the Riviera. From the first day at sea,
when the dimming shores of home had slipped away into the vaporous
distance across the swinging, grey-green heave, Echo had thrown herself
eagerly into the new experiences. It had seemed to her at first as
though she was leaving behind all her pain and problem and flying
whither the dogging ghosts could not follow. From time to time she
felt a wave of that shame that had overwhelmed her as she sat in the
court-room. When she reflected, she felt astonishment at her own
temerity--at the morbid curiosity which had impelled her to witness the
rehearsal of an episode whose very memory thrilled her with pain and
dread. But at length this, too, had faded. She had told herself that
Harry would have returned before her and that all would again be well
between them. With all her power she had striven to thrust the pain
and apprehension from the mind and amid new and varying scenes she had
partially succeeded.
But though the acute strain and distress, the piteous terror had
dulled, her heart ached always with its burden, and there were many
times when all of Mrs. Spottiswoode's effervescent moods could not call
forth response. Across the fairest scenes the ghosts, uncalled, would
thrust themselves, and in her brain a mocking voice would whisper--
"You will never tell him! You will never dare! There will always be a
secret between you! You will be deceiving him--all your life. For if
you told him the truth--the whole truth--would he believe you? The
letters for which you made that visit, even if you could show them, are
ashes now. And even if he believed in the necessity that drove you to
win them from Craig, what might he imagine had been the price! You
know what the world would think: you heard it in the court-room. He
would think the same thing! You were in Craig's house, alone, that
midnight--and you will never dare tell him! Can you say to him, 'It
was _I_ who was in Cameron Craig's library! _I_ was the mysterious
woman the police were searching for--_I_ whom you love!'?"
The sneering voices were whispering in her ear to-night, as she sat
looking out across the blended harmonies of sky and sea, her wistful
face bent beneath the soft halo of her hair.
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