Two weeks Harry had been in the hospital ward, for after those months
of confinement the depleted blood had made recuperation slow; but he
had steadily mended, and now, though still at times his healing
shoulder pained him somewhat, he was practically as strong as before.
He had been acutely grateful for the change to the pleasant
Record-Room, with its broad window to the sunshine and the drier upper
air, for the fact that he no longer tramped in the lock-step or took
his meals in the common mess-room--most of all for release from his
unsavoury cell-mate. For since the affair in the shop, he had been
given a cell to himself.
His momentary glimpse on that day of Echo had stung his every sense to
quivering protest. It had pierced, as with a fiery sword, the torpor
which had unwrapped his love with its protecting armour and that love
had awaked to agonised consciousness, vivified and intensified. Then,
in his loneliness, the knowledge that the woman he would have died for
had left him to drag out his penalty, would sweep over him till a
fierce hatred of her would rise up in him--to be swept away as swiftly
by something sweeter and stronger that would not be denied. So, in the
end, mingled with this confusion of feeling, there came to him the
knowledge that the bitter conviction that she could never again be
anything to him, with the contempt for life which had grown from it,
had been nevertheless inexpressibly softened by the living warmth of
her presence, sad and fleeting as that had been.
Presently Harry turned back to the desk, and picked up the annotated
card, a portion of whose record he had been about to transcribe in
permanent form in a leathern tome that lay there. It was the
filing-card on whose reverse side was pasted his own photograph,
full-face and profile, and containing his physical measurements--taken
upon the precise and delicate instruments that lined the room--which
had been filled out on the day of his arrival. It was the sight of
this, with the bitter memories it evoked, which had given him pause.
There it was, an enduring monument, stamping forever the man to whom it
corresponded, a convict, thrust, so long as he should live, from the
society of clean and upright men and women, debarred even from the
exercise of the functions of citizenship!
As he dipped his pen in the ink, a quick step sounded on the stairway,
and the door opened to admit a man wearing a frogged overcoat with huge
fur collar and lapels, and a fur cap whose flaps were turned down over
his ears. He was about Harry's age though of slightly heavier build,
with somewhat similar firm chin and grey eyes, but with cheeks in which
the blood darkled redly, and across one was a slanting scar, slight but
sufficiently perceptible. He carried a small valise which he set down,
blowing on his nattily-gloved fingers.
"Oh! I beg pardon," he said. "The Warden told me I might change my
togs up here. I didn't know the room was occupied."
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