One of his marked failings was an inability to estimate the true value of
things. He possessed something of the spirit of adventure and a desire to
escape from the drab monotony of his early life, but these found
expression in betting on the exploits of others on the football field and
the turf, a haunting of the music-halls, and the cultivation of
acquaintances on the lowest rung of the dramatic profession. All this
offered him some glimpses of what he did not then perceive was merely
sham romance. Later when, on the death of his father, wealth had opened a
wider field, deceived by surface appearances, he had made the same
mistake, selecting wrong models and then chiefly copying their failings.
Even his rather generous enthusiasm for those whom he admired had led him
farther into error.
Now, however, his eyes had been partly opened. Thrown among men who
pretended nothing, in a land where pretense is generally useless, he was
learning to depreciate much that he had admired. Called upon to make the
true adventure he had blindly sought for, he found that little counted
except the elemental qualities of courage and steadfastness. Dear life
was the stake in this game, and the prizes were greater things than a
repute for cheap gallantry, and pieces of money; they were the
subjugation of rock and river, the conversion of the wilderness to the
use of man. Crestwick was growing in the light he gained, and in proof of
it he stumbled forward, scourged by driving snow, throughout the bitter
afternoon, although before the end of it he could scarcely lift his weary
feet.
It was getting dark, when they found a few cedars clustered in the
shelter of a crag, and Lisle set to work hewing off the lower branches
and cutting knots of the resinous wood. Crestwick could not rouse himself
to assist, and when the fire was kindled he lay beside it, shivering
miserably.
"There's the kettle to be filled," suggested Lisle. "You could break the
ice where the stream's faster among those stones; we'd boil water quicker
than we'd melt down snow."
Crestwick got up with an effort that cost him a good deal and stumbled
away from the fire. Then a gust of wind met him, enveloping him in
snow-dust and taking the power of motion momentarily away. He shook
beneath his furs in the biting cold. Still, the river was near, and he
moved on another few yards, when the kettle slipped from his stiffened
hands and rolled down a steep slope. He stopped, wondering stupidly
whether he could get down to recover it.
"Never mind; come back!" Lisle called to him. "I'll go for the thing."
The lad turned at the summons and sank down again beside the fire.
"I think I'm done," he said wearily. "I may feel a little more fit in the
morning."
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