Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
For many reasons therefore she had visualized America as a land
in which all nationalities understood each other with a resulting
friendliness which was not possible in Europe, not because the people
still living in Europe were different from those who had gone to
America, but because the latter, having emigrated, had a chance to
express their natural good-will for everybody. The nations at war
in Europe suggested to her simple mind the long past days of her
grandmother’s youth when a Protestant threw stones at a Catholic just
because he was “different.” The religious liberty in America was
evidently confused in her mind with this other liberalism in regard to
national differences.
Holding this conception of actual internationalism as it had been
evolved among simple people, crude and abortive though it was, she had
been much more shocked by the fact that friendly Americans should make
ammunition to be used for killing any human being than by the actual
war itself, because the war was taking place in Europe, where it was
still quite natural for a German to fight against a Frenchman or an
Italian against an Austrian.
Her son had been a Socialist and from the discussions he sometimes held
with his comrades in her house, she had grown familiar with certain
phrases which she had taken literally and in some curious fashion had
solemnly come to believe were put into practice in her El Dorado of
America.
The arguments I had used so many times with her fellow-countrymen
to justify America’s sale of ammunition, ponderously beginning with
The Hague conventions of 1907, I found useless in the face of this
idealistic version of America’s good-will.
She was evidently one of those people whose affections go out to groups
and impersonal causes quite as much as to individuals, thus often
supplementing and enlarging harsh and narrow conditions of living. She
certainly obtained a curiously personal comfort out of her idealization
of America. Her conversation revealed what I had often vaguely felt
before when men as well as women talked freely of the war, that her
feelings had been hurt, that her very conception of human nature had
received a sharp shock and set-back. To her the whole world and America
in particular would henceforth seem less kind and her spirit would be
less at home. She was tormented by that ever recurring question which
perhaps can never be answered for any of us too confidently in the
affirmative, “Is the Universe friendly?” The troubled anguish in her
old eyes confirmed her statement that the thought of the multitude of
men who were being killed all over the world oppressed her day and
night. This old woman had remained faithful to the cause of moral unity
and bore her humble testimony to one of the noblest and profoundest
needs of the human spirit.
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