The Long VacationYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
History
The Long Vacation
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Upper class -- England -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
By the time it was gone the yachters had come home. Captain Armytage
seized on Sir Jasper, who already know his purpose, and wished him
success, though withheld from saying a word to urge the suit by Lady
Merrifield’s assurances, that to hurry Gillian’s decision would be fatal
to success, and that a reproof for petulance would be worse. She did
not know whether to wish for the engagement or not; Gillian was her very
dear and sufficient companion, more completely so than Mysie, who was
far less clever; and she had sometimes doubted whether common domestic
life beginning early was for the girl’s happiness and full development;
but she knew that her husband would scout these doubts as nonsense, and
both really liked Ernley Armytage, and had heard nothing but what was
to his advantage in every way, when they had been in his own county,
and had seen his neighbours and his family. However, she could only keep
quiet, and let her heart rise in a continual aspiration at every silent
moment for her child’s guidance.
Before she had had her moment of speech with either, she heard her
husband calling Gillian, and she knew that he was the one person with
whom his daughter never hid her true self in petulance or sarcasm. So
Gillian met him in the General’s sitting-room, gasping as she turned the
handle of the door. He set a chair for her, and spoke gravely.
“My dear,” he said, “I find you have gained the heart of a good man.”
“I am sure I never meant it,” half whispered Gillian.
“What is that--you never meant it? I never supposed you capable of such
an unladylike design. You mean that you were taken by surprise?”
“No; I did see what he was at,” and she hung her head.
“You guessed his intentions?”
“Yes, papa; but I didn’t want--”
“Try to explain yourself,” said Sir Jasper as she broke off.
“I--I did wish to go on improving myself and being useful. Surely it was
not wrong, papa. Don’t you see, I did not want to let myself be
worried into letting myself go out, and spoiling all my happiness and
improvement and work, and getting to care for somebody else?”
“But you have consented.”
“Well, when I was frightened for him I found I did care, and he got hold
of me, and made me allow that I did; and now I suppose nobody will give
me any peace.”
“Stay, Gillian--keep yourself from this impatient mood. I think I
understand your unwillingness to overthrow old associations and admit a
new overmastering feeling.”
“That’s just it, papa,” said Gillian, looking up. “I can’t bear that
overmastering feeling, nor the being told every one must come to it. It
seems such folly.”
“Folly that Eve was given to be a helpmeet, and as the bride, the Church
to her Bridegroom? Look high enough, Gillian, and the popular chatter
will not confuse your mind. You own that you really love him.”
“Oh, papa, not half so much as mamma, or Mysie, or Jasper, but--but I
think I might.”
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