The Long VacationYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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The Long Vacation
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Upper class -- England -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
“It is a long time since I received your dearest, kindest of letters,
and if I did not answer it sooner, it was not from want of gratitude,
but attendance on my poor dear mother and assistance to our landlady
occupies me at every minute that I can spare from giving music lessons
to some private families, and an evening class. I am very thankful to be
able to earn something, so as to take off something of the burthen on my
dear brother’s shoulders. For, alas! the care and support of my mother
and me weigh very heavily upon him. The proprietor of the Lacustrian has
parted with his other clerk, and my brother has the entire business
of not only writing, extracting for, and editing the paper, but of
correcting the press, and he dares not remonstrate or demand better
payment, as we live from week to week, and he could not afford to be
dismissed. He is at the office all day, beginning at six in the morning
to meet the central intelligence, he only rushes home for his meals,
and goes back to work till twelve or one o’clock at night. Even then he
cannot sleep. I hear him tossing about with the pain in his back that
sitting at his desk brings on, and his hands are so tired by writing,
and with the heat, which has been dreadful for the last few weeks, and
has taken away all the appetite he ever had. You would be shocked to
see him, he is so thin and altered; I cannot think how he is to continue
this, but he will not hear of my writing to Lady Travis Underwood. He
is never angry, except when I try to persuade him, and you never saw
anything like his patience and gentleness to my poor mother. She never
did either, she cannot understand it at all. At first she thought he
wanted to coax the confession out of her, and when she found that it
made no difference, she could not recover from her wonder--he, whom she
had deserted in his babyhood, and so cruelly injured in his manhood, to
devote himself to toiling for her sake, and never to speak harshly to
her for one moment. She knew I loved her, and she had always been good
to me, except when O’Leary forced her to be otherwise, but his behaviour
has done more to touch her heart than anything, and I am sure she is,
as Pere Duchamps says, a sincere penitent. She is revived by the summer
heat, and can sit under the stoop and enjoy the sweet air of the lake;
but she is very weak, and coughs dreadfully in the morning, just when it
is cooler, and my brother might get some sleep. She tries to be good and
patient with us both, and it really does soothe her when my brother can
sit by her, and talk in his cheerful droll way; but he can stay but a
very short time. He has to rush back to his horrid stuffy office, and
then she frets after him and says, ‘But what right have I to such a
son?’ and she begins to cry and cough.”
“Ah!” said Clement, as Geraldine, unable to speak for tears, gave him
the letter. “This is a furnace of real heroism.”
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