Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
He valued emotion—not for itself, but because it is the only final
path to intimacy. She, ever robust and practical, always discouraged
him. She was not cold; she would willingly embrace him. But she hated
being upset, and would laugh or thrust him off when his voice grew
serious. In this she reminded him of his mother. But his mother—he had
never concealed it from himself—had glories to which his wife would
never attain: glories that had unfolded against a life of horror—a
life even more horrible than he had guessed. He thought of her often
during these earlier months. Did she bless his union, so different to
her own? Did she love his wife? He tried to speak of her to Agnes,
but again she was reluctant. And perhaps it was this aversion to
acknowledge the dead, whose images alone have immortality, that made
her own image somewhat transient, so that when he left her no mystic
influence remained, and only by an effort could he realize that God had
united them forever.
They conversed and differed healthily upon other topics. A rifle corps
was to be formed: she hoped that the boys would have proper uniforms,
instead of shooting in their old clothes, as Mr. Jackson had suggested.
There was Tewson; could nothing be done about him? He would slink away
from the other prefects and go with boys of his own age. There was
Lloyd: he would not learn the school anthem, saying that it hurt his
throat. And above all there was Varden, who, to Rickie’s bewilderment,
was now a member of Dunwood House.
“He had to go somewhere,” said Agnes. “Lucky for his mother that we had
a vacancy.”
“Yes—but when I meet Mrs. Orr—I can’t help feeling ashamed.”
“Oh, Mrs. Orr! Who cares for her? Her teeth are drawn. If she chooses
to insinuate that we planned it, let her. Hers was rank dishonesty. She
attempted to set up a boarding-house.”
Mrs. Orr, who was quite rich, had attempted no such thing. She
had taken the boy out of charity, and without a thought of being
unconstitutional. But in had come this officious “Limpet” and upset
the headmaster, and she was scolded, and Mrs. Varden was scolded, and
Mr. Jackson was scolded, and the boy was scolded and placed with Mr.
Pembroke, whom she revered less than any man in the world. Naturally
enough, she considered it a further attempt of the authorities to snub
the day-boys, for whose advantage the school had been founded. She and
Mrs. Jackson discussed the subject at their tea-parties, and the latter
lady was sure that no good, no good of any kind, would come to Dunwood
House from such ill-gotten plunder.
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