Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“That’s all right,” he exclaimed, and strolled to the door. The hansom
was disappearing round the corner. “That’s all right,” he repeated in
more quavering tones as he returned to the drawing-room and saw that it
was littered with sweet-peas. Their colour got on his nerves—magenta,
crimson; magenta, crimson. He tried to pick them up, and they escaped.
He trod them underfoot, and they multiplied and danced in the triumph
of summer like a thousand butterflies. The train had left when he got
to the station. He followed on to London, and there he lost all traces.
At midnight he began to realize that his wife could never belong to him
again.
Mr. Failing had a letter from Stockholm. It was never known what
impulse sent them there. “I am sorry about it all, but it was the only
way.” The letter censured the law of England, “which obliges us to
behave like this, or else we should never get married. I shall come
back to face things: she will not come back till she is my wife. He
must bring an action soon, or else we shall try one against him. It
seems all very unconventional, but it is not really, it is only a
difficult start. We are not like you or your wife: we want to be just
ordinary people, and make the farm pay, and not be noticed all our
lives.”
And they were capable of living as they wanted. The class difference,
which so intrigued Mrs. Failing, meant very little to them. It was
there, but so were other things.
They both cared for work and living in the open, and for not speaking
unless they had got something to say. Their love of beauty, like their
love for each other, was not dependent on detail: it grew not from the
nerves but from the soul.
“I believe a leaf of grass is no less than the journey work of the
stars,
And the pismire is equally perfect, and a grain of sand, and the egg of
the wren,
And the tree toad is a chef-d’oeuvre for the highest,
And the running blackberry would adorn the parlours of heaven.”
They had never read these lines, and would have thought them nonsense
if they had. They did not dissect—indeed they could not. But she, at
all events, divined that more than perfect health and perfect weather,
more than personal love, had gone to the making of those seventeen days.
“Ordinary people!” cried Mrs. Failing on hearing the letter. At that
time she was young and daring. “Why, they’re divine! They’re forces of
Nature! They’re as ordinary as volcanoes. We all knew my brother was
disgusting, and wanted him to be blown to pieces, but we never thought
it would happen. Do look at the thing bravely, and say, as I do, that
they are guiltless in the sight of God.”
“I think they are,” replied her husband. “But they are not guiltless in
the sight of man.”
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