Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Hither had Rickie moved in ten days—from disgust to penitence, from
penitence to longing from a life of horror to a new life, in which he
still surprised himself by unexpected words. Hullo, Stephen! For the
son of his mother had come back, to forgive him, as she would have
done, to live with him, as she had planned.
“He’s drunk this time,” said Agnes wearily. She too had altered: the
scandal was ageing her, and Ansell came to the house daily.
“Hullo, Stephen!”
But Stephen was now insensible.
“Stephen, you live here—”
“Good gracious me!” interposed Herbert. “My advice is, that we all go
to bed. The less said the better while our nerves are in this state.
Very well, Rickie. Of course, Wonham sleeps the night if you wish.”
They carried the drunken mass into the spare room. A mass of scandal
it seemed to one of them, a symbol of redemption to the other. Neither
acknowledged it a man, who would answer them back after a few hours’
rest.
“Ansell thought he would never forgive me,” said Rickie. “For once he’s
wrong.”
“Come to bed now, I think.” And as Rickie laid his hand on the
sleeper’s hair, he added, “You won’t do anything foolish, will you? You
are still in a morbid state. Your poor mother—Pardon me, dear boy; it
is my turn to speak out. You thought it was your father, and minded. It
is your mother. Surely you ought to mind more?”
“I have been too far back,” said Rickie gently. “Ansell took me on a
journey that was even new to him. We got behind right and wrong, to a
place where only one thing matters—that the Beloved should rise from
the dead.”
“But you won’t do anything rash?”
“Why should I?”
“Remember poor Agnes,” he stammered. “I—I am the first to acknowledge
that we might have pursued a different policy. But we are committed
to it now. It makes no difference whose son he is. I mean, he is the
same person. You and I and my sister stand or fall together. It was our
agreement from the first. I hope—No more of these distressing scenes
with her, there’s a dear fellow. I assure you they make my heart bleed.”
“Things will quiet down now.”
“To bed now; I insist upon that much.”
“Very well,” said Rickie, and when they were in the passage, locked the
door from the outside. “We want no more muddles,” he explained.
Mr. Pembroke was left examining the hall. The bust of Hermes was
broken. So was the pot of the palm. He could not go to bed without once
more sounding Rickie. “You’ll do nothing rash,” he called. “The notion
of him living here was, of course, a passing impulse. We three have
adopted a common policy.”
“Now, you go away!” called a voice that was almost flippant. “I never
did belong to that great sect whose doctrine is that each one should
select—at least, I’m not going to belong to it any longer. Go away to
bed.”
“A good night’s rest is what you need,” threatened Herbert, and
retired, not to find one for himself.
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