Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
In trying to convey the information, Rickie dropped his whip. Stephen
picked it up and rammed it into the belt of his own Norfolk jacket.
He was scarcely a fashionable horseman. He was not even graceful. But
he rode as a living man, though Rickie was too much bored to notice
it. Not a muscle in him was idle, not a muscle working hard. When he
returned from the gallop his limbs were still unsatisfied and his
manners still irritable. He did not know that he was ill: he knew
nothing about himself at all.
“Like a howdah in the Zoo,” he grumbled. “Mother Failing will buy
elephants.” And he proceeded to criticize his benefactress. Rickie,
keenly alive to bad taste, tried to stop him, and gained instead a
criticism of religion. Stephen overthrew the Mosaic cosmogony. He
pointed out the discrepancies in the Gospels. He levelled his wit
against the most beautiful spire in the world, now rising against
the southern sky. Between whiles he went for a gallop. After a time
Rickie stopped listening, and simply went his way. For Dido was a
perfect mount, and as indifferent to the motions of Æneas as if she
was strolling in the Elysian fields. He had had a bad night, and the
strong air made him sleepy. The wind blew from the Plain. Cadover and
its valley had disappeared, and though they had not climbed much and
could not see far, there was a sense of infinite space. The fields
were enormous, like fields on the Continent, and the brilliant sun
showed up their colours well. The green of the turnips, the gold of the
harvest, and the brown of the newly turned clods, were each contrasted
with morsels of grey down. But the general effect was pale, or rather
silvery, for Wiltshire is not a county of heavy tints. Beneath these
colours lurked the unconquerable chalk, and wherever the soil was poor
it emerged. The grassy track, so gay with scabious and bedstraw, was
snow-white at the bottom of its ruts. A dazzling amphitheatre gleamed
in the flank of a distant hill, cut for some Olympian audience. And
here and there, whatever the surface crop, the earth broke into little
embankments, little ditches, little mounds: there had been no lack of
drama to solace the gods.
In Cadover, the perilous house, Agnes had already parted from Mrs.
Failing. His thoughts returned to her. Was she, the soul of truth,
in safety? Was her purity vexed by the lies and selfishness? Would
she elude the caprice which had, he vaguely knew, caused suffering
before? Ah, the frailty of joy! Ah, the myriads of longings that pass
without fruition, and the turf grows over them! Better men, women as
noble—they had died up here and their dust had been mingled, but only
their dust. These are morbid thoughts, but who dare contradict them?
There is much good luck in the world, but it is luck. We are none of us
safe. We are children, playing or quarreling on the line, and some of
us have Rickie’s temperament, or his experiences, and admit it.
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