Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Agnes, on the way back, noted that her hostess was a little snappish.
But one is so hungry after morning service, and either so hot or so
cold, that he would be a saint indeed who becomes a saint at once. Mrs.
Failing, after asserting vindictively that it was impossible to make
a living out of literature, was courteously left alone. Roast-beef
and moselle might yet work miracles, and Agnes still hoped for the
introductions—the introductions to certain editors and publishers—on
which her whole diplomacy was bent. Rickie would not push himself. It
was his besetting sin. Well for him that he would have a wife, and a
loving wife, who knew the value of enterprise.
Unfortunately lunch was a quarter of an hour late, and during that
quarter of an hour the aunt and the nephew quarrelled. She had been
inveighing against the morning service, and he quietly and deliberately
replied, “If organized religion is anything—and it is something to
me—it will not be wrecked by a harmonium and a dull sermon.”
Mrs. Failing frowned. “I envy you. It is a great thing to have no sense
of beauty.”
“I think I have a sense of beauty, which leads me astray if I am not
careful.”
“But this is a great relief to me. I thought the present day young man
was an agnostic! Isn’t agnosticism all the thing at Cambridge?”
“Nothing is the ‘thing’ at Cambridge. If a few men are agnostic there,
it is for some grave reason, not because they are irritated with the
way the parson says his vowels.”
Agnes intervened. “Well, I side with Aunt Emily. I believe in ritual.”
“Don’t, my dear, side with me. He will only say you have no sense of
religion either.”
“Excuse me,” said Rickie,—perhaps he too was a little hungry,—“I never
suggested such a thing. I never would suggest such a thing. Why cannot
you understand my position? I almost feel it is that you won’t.”
“I try to understand your position night and day dear—what you mean,
what you like, why you came to Cadover, and why you stop here when my
presence is so obviously unpleasing to you.”
“Luncheon is served,” said Leighton, but he said it too late. They
discussed the beef and the moselle in silence. The air was heavy and
ominous. Even the Wonham boy was affected by it, shivered at times,
choked once, and hastened anew into the sun. He could not understand
clever people.
Agnes, in a brief anxious interview, advised the culprit to take a
solitary walk. She would stop near Aunt Emily, and pave the way for an
apology.
“Don’t worry too much. It doesn’t really matter.”
“I suppose not, dear. But it seems a pity, considering we are so near
the end of our visit.”
“Rudeness and Grossness matter, and I’ve shown both, and already I’m
sorry, and I hope she’ll let me apologize. But from the selfish point
of view it doesn’t matter a straw. She’s no more to us than the Wonham
boy or the boot boy.”
“Which way will you walk?”
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