Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“I never was attached to that great sect
Whose doctrine is that each one should select
Out of the world a mistress or a friend
And all the rest, though fair and wise, commend
To cold oblivion,—though it is the code
Of modern morals, and the beaten road
Which those poor slaves with weary footsteps tread
Who travel to their home among the dead
By the broad highway of the world,—and so
With one sad friend, perhaps a jealous foe,
The dreariest and the longest journey go.”
It was “very good”—fine poetry, and, in a sense, true. Yet he was
surprised that he had ever selected it so vehemently. This afternoon
it seemed a little inhuman. Half a mile off two lovers were keeping
company where all the villagers could see them. They cared for no one
else; they felt only the pressure of each other, and so progressed,
silent and oblivious, across the land. He felt them to be nearer the
truth than Shelley. Even if they suffered or quarrelled, they would
have been nearer the truth. He wondered whether they were Henry Adams
and Jessica Thompson, both of this parish, whose banns had been asked
for the second time in the church this morning. Why could he not marry
on fifteen shillings a-week? And be looked at them with respect, and
wished that he was not a cumbersome gentleman.
Presently he saw something less pleasant—his aunt’s pony carriage.
It had crossed the railway, and was advancing up the Roman road along
by the straw sacks. His impulse was to retreat, but someone waved to
him. It was Agnes. She waved continually, as much as to say, “Wait for
us.” Mrs. Failing herself raised the whip in a nonchalant way. Stephen
Wonham was following on foot, some way behind. He put the Shelley back
into his pocket and waited for them. When the carriage stopped by some
hurdles he went down from the embankment and helped them to dismount.
He felt rather nervous.
His aunt gave him one of her disquieting smiles, but said pleasantly
enough, “Aren’t the Rings a little immense? Agnes and I came here
because we wanted an antidote to the morning service.”
“Pang!” said the church bell suddenly; “pang! pang!” It sounded petty
and ludicrous. They all laughed. Rickie blushed, and Agnes, with a
glance that said “apologize,” darted away to the entrenchment, as
though unable to restrain her curiosity.
“The pony won’t move,” said Mrs. Failing. “Leave him for Stephen to tie
up. Will you walk me to the tree in the middle? Booh! I’m tired. Give
me your arm—unless you’re tired as well.”
“No. I came out partly in the hope of helping you.”
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