Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Stephen offered to help them further, but finding that he made things
worse, he stepped aside to let them pass and then sauntered inwards.
The whole field, with concentric circles, was visible, and the broad
leaves of the turnips rustled in the gathering wind. Miss Pembroke and
Elliot were moving towards the Cadover entrance. Mrs. Failing stood
watching in her turn on the opposite bank. He was not an inquisitive
boy; but as he leant against the tree he wondered what it was all
about, and whether he would ever know.
XIV
On the way back—at that very level-crossing where he had paused on
his upward route—Rickie stopped suddenly and told the girl why he had
fainted. Hitherto she had asked him in vain. His tone had gone from
him, and he told her harshly and brutally, so that she started away
with a horrified cry. Then his manner altered, and he exclaimed: “Will
you mind? Are you going to mind?”
“Of course I mind,” she whispered. She turned from him, and saw up on
the sky-line two figures that seemed to be of enormous size.
“They’re watching us. They stand on the edge watching us. This
country’s so open—you—you can’t—they watch us wherever we go. Of
course you mind.”
They heard the rumble of the train, and she pulled herself together.
“Come, dearest, we shall be run over next. We’re saying things that
have no sense.” But on the way back he repeated: “They can still see
us. They can see every inch of this road. They watch us for ever.” And
when they arrived at the steps there, sure enough, were still the two
figures gazing from the outer circle of the Rings.
She made him go to his room at once: he was almost hysterical. Leighton
brought out some tea for her, and she sat drinking it on the little
terrace. Of course she minded.
Again she was menaced by the abnormal. All had seemed so fair and so
simple, so in accordance with her ideas; and then, like a corpse,
this horror rose up to the surface. She saw the two figures descend
and pause while one of them harnessed the pony; she saw them drive
downward, and knew that before long she must face them and the world.
She glanced at her engagement ring.
When the carriage drove up Mrs. Failing dismounted, but did not speak.
It was Stephen who inquired after Rickie. She, scarcely knowing the
sound of her own voice, replied that he was a little tired.
“Go and put up the pony,” said Mrs. Failing rather sharply.
“Agnes, give me some tea.”
“It is rather strong,” said Agnes as the carriage drove off and left
them alone. Then she noticed that Mrs. Failing herself was agitated.
Her lips were trembling, and she saw the boy depart with manifest
relief.
“Do you know,” she said hurriedly, as if talking against time—“Do you
know what upset Rickie?”
“I do indeed know.”
“Has he told any one else?”
“I believe not.”
“Agnes—have I been a fool?”
“You have been very unkind,” said the girl, and her eyes filled with
tears.
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