Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Agnes obeyed, and they awaited the arrival of Stephen. They were
clever enough to understand each other. The thing must be hushed up.
The matron must repair the consequences of her petulance. The girl
must hide the stain in her future husband’s family. Why not? Who was
injured? What does a grown-up man want with a grown brother? Rickie
upstairs, how grateful he would be to them for saving him.
“Stephen!”
“Yes.”
“I’m tired of you. Go and bathe in the sea.”
“All right.”
And the whole thing was settled. She liked no fuss, and so did he. He
sat down on the step to tighten his bootlaces. Then he would be ready.
Mrs. Failing laid two or three sovereigns on the step above him. Agnes
tried to make conversation, and said, with averted eyes, that the sea
was a long way off.
“The sea’s downhill. That’s all I know about it.” He swept up the money
with a word of pleasure: he was kept like a baby in such things. Then
he started off, but slowly, for he meant to walk till the morning.
“He will be gone days,” said Mrs. Failing. “The comedy is finished. Let
us come in.”
She went to her room. The storm that she had raised had shattered
her. Yet, because it was stilled for a moment, she resumed her old
emancipated manner, and spoke of it as a comedy.
As for Miss Pembroke, she pretended to be emancipated no longer. People
like “Stephen Wonham” were social thunderbolts, to be shunned at all
costs, or at almost all costs. Her joy was now unfeigned, and she
hurried upstairs to impart it to Rickie.
“I don’t think we are rewarded if we do right, but we are punished if
we lie. It’s the fashion to laugh at poetic justice, but I do believe
in half of it. Cast bitter bread upon the waters, and after many days
it really will come back to you.” These were the words of Mr. Failing.
They were also the opinions of Stewart Ansell, another unpractical
person. Rickie was trying to write to him when she entered with the
good news.
“Dear, we’re saved! He doesn’t know, and he never is to know. I can’t
tell you how glad I am. All the time we saw them standing together up
there, she wasn’t telling him at all. She was keeping him out of the
way, in case you let it out. Oh, I like her! She may be unwise, but she
is nice, really. She said, ‘I’ve been a fool but I haven’t been a fool
twice.’ You must forgive her, Rickie. I’ve forgiven her, and she me;
for at first I was so angry with her. Oh, my darling boy, I am so glad!”
He was shivering all over, and could not reply. At last he said, “Why
hasn’t she told him?”
“Because she has come to her senses.”
“But she can’t behave to people like that. She must tell him.”
“Why?”
“Because he must be told such a real thing.”
“Such a real thing?” the girl echoed, screwing up her forehead.
“But—but you don’t mean you’re glad about it?”
His head bowed over the letter. “My God—no! But it’s a real thing. She
must tell him. I nearly told him myself—up there—when he made me look
at the ground, but you happened to prevent me.”
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