Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
The rest of the year was spent by Rickie partly in bed,—he had a
curious breakdown,—partly in the attempt to get his little stories
published. He had written eight or nine, and hoped they would make up
a book, and that the book might be called “Pan Pipes.” He was very
energetic over this; he liked to work, for some imperceptible bloom had
passed from the world, and he no longer found such acute pleasure in
people. Mrs. Failing’s old publishers, to whom the book was submitted,
replied that, greatly as they found themselves interested, they did not
see their way to making an offer at present. They were very polite, and
singled out for special praise “Andante Pastorale,” which Rickie had
thought too sentimental, but which Agnes had persuaded him to include.
The stories were sent to another publisher, who considered them for
six weeks, and then returned them. A fragment of red cotton, placed by
Agnes between the leaves, had not shifted its position.
“Can’t you try something longer, Rickie?” she said; “I believe we’re on
the wrong track. Try an out-and-out love-story.”
“My notion just now,” he replied, “is to leave the passions on the
fringe.” She nodded, and tapped for the waiter: they had met in a
London restaurant. “I can’t soar; I can only indicate. That’s where
the musicians have the pull, for music has wings, and when she says
‘Tristan’ and he says ‘Isolde,’ you are on the heights at once. What do
people mean when they call love music artificial?”
“I know what they mean, though I can’t exactly explain. Or couldn’t you
make your stories more obvious? I don’t see any harm in that. Uncle
Willie floundered hopelessly. He doesn’t read much, and he got muddled.
I had to explain, and then he was delighted. Of course, to write down
to the public would be quite another thing and horrible. You have
certain ideas, and you must express them. But couldn’t you express them
more clearly?”
“You see—” He got no further than “you see.”
“The soul and the body. The soul’s what matters,” said Agnes, and
tapped for the waiter again. He looked at her admiringly, but felt
that she was not a perfect critic. Perhaps she was too perfect to be a
critic. Actual life might seem to her so real that she could not detect
the union of shadow and adamant that men call poetry. He would even
go further and acknowledge that she was not as clever as himself—and
he was stupid enough! She did not like discussing anything or reading
solid books, and she was a little angry with such women as did. It
pleased him to make these concessions, for they touched nothing in her
that he valued. He looked round the restaurant, which was in Soho and
decided that she was incomparable.
“At half-past two I call on the editor of the ‘Holborn.’ He’s got a
stray story to look at, and he’s written about it.”
“Oh, Rickie! Rickie! Why didn’t you put on a boiled shirt!”
He laughed, and teased her. “‘The soul’s what matters. We literary
people don’t care about dress.”
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