Cowboys -- Fiction; Nevada -- History -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
Again Austin asked himself the same questions that he was putting to
himself daily. What had the future in store for them? From here, where
were they to go? To stay through the long winter, with the mercury
below zero, and the wild blasts of wind about their tent--perhaps to be
buried in deep snow--all these things were not to be considered for a
moment. Before the coming of winter they must go. But where? Only away
from civilization were they safe.
He had come to see, at last, that they had both made a horrible mistake
of life. In the beginning of this, it had not seemed so; things looked
differently--at first. But, at times, of late there had come a feeling
of repulsion over him for which he could not account. Was it the
aftermath of wrong-doing? Well, he must make the best of it; it was
too late to undo all that had been done. He must bear it--the larger
share--as best he could. He said to himself that, thank God! at least
he was enough of a man to hide from the “little one” what he himself
was beginning to feel.
It is the great immutable law that the fruits of pleasure, plucked by
the hands of sin, shall turn to bitterness between the lips. For sin,
there is suffering; and for wrong-doing, regret. None escape the great
law of compensation. Justice must have payment for the defiance of her
laws.
Austin drew his breath in sharply. Oh, merciful God! how long was this
way of living to last? Why, he might live on thirty--forty--fifty
years yet! Penniless, what was their future to be? To return to that
world which, through their past years, had surrounded them with all
those things that make life worth living, would be to tempt a worse
fate than awaited them here. The desolation which spread around them
in the foothills of the bare, lonely mountains was as naught to the
humiliation of returning to the peopled places where most would know
them, yet few would choose to recognize.
It had not seemed that the price they would have to pay would be so
dear when first he had faced the possible results of their rash act.
Was it only a twelve-month ago? Why, it might have been twelve times
twelve, so long ago did it seem since he was walking among men holding
his head up, and looking fearlessly into the eyes of honest fellows who
greeted him with warm hand-clasps.
His face had a strained look as he let his eyes fall on the
unconscious figure beside him; and a strange expression--almost one of
aversion--swept across his features. But he drew himself up quickly,
tossing his head back with a movement as though--by the act--he could
cast off something which might, perhaps, master him. For some time he
sat there, his sensitive, refined face rigid and set, fixing his eyes
on vacancy. Then he sank back, sighing wearily.
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