In three minutes Rudd was under the table, with Mansell seated on his
chest.
It was rather unfortunate that Gordon should have chosen Tester to have
a study with. Tester was over sixteen, was in the Lower Sixth, and had
got his Seconds at cricket. He was a House blood. Gordon did not care
for him particularly. But he had a good study, No. 1, at the far end of
the lower landing, and Gordon wanted a big study. It was so very fine to
sit chatting to Foster or Collins in one of the small studies for a
little time and then to say suddenly, in a lordly manner: "Oh, look
here, there's no room here at all. Come down to my study, there are
several arm-chairs there!"
It is always pleasant to appear better than one's equals. But Tester was
a dangerous friend to have at a time when the mind is so open to
impressions. For Tester had not risen to his position on his own merits
alone. Lovelace major had always said he was not much good, and the year
before had not given him his House cap. But Tester was a very great
friend of Stewart's, the captain of the Eleven. Stewart gave him his
Seconds for making twenty against the town, so Meredith had to give him
his House cap. It is a school rule that a "Seconds" must have his House
cap. Tester was not improved by his friendship with Stewart, and the
pity was that he was really clever. He could always argue his case.
"I never asked to be brought into this world," he said, "I am just
suddenly put here, and told to make the best of things; and I intend to
make the best of things. I am going to do what I like with my life.
Wrong and right are merely relative terms. They change to fit their
environment. Baudelaire would not have been tolerated in the Hampstead
Garden Suburb; Catullus would not have been received in Sparta. But at
Paris and Rome customs were different. We only frame philosophies to
suit our wishes. And I prefer to follow my own inclinations to those of
a sham twentieth-century civilisation."
Gordon did not like this; but if one lives daily in the company of a man
who is clever and a personality, one is bound to look at life, at times,
at any rate, through his spectacles. Gordon began to look on things
which he once objected to as quite natural and ordinary.
"I say, Caruthers, I hope you don't mind clearing out of here for a
bit," Tester would say. "Stapleton is coming in for a few minutes. You
quite understand, don't you?"
As soon as we begin to look on a thing as ordinary and natural, we also
begin to think it is right. After a little Gordon ceased to worry
whether such things were right or wrong. It was silly to quarrel with
existing conditions, especially if they were rather pleasant ones.
Gordon had a study with Tester till the end of the summer.
One day, towards the end of the Easter term, Gordon asked Tester, rather
shyly, if he would leave him alone a little. "I've often cleared out for
you, you know."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account