"God's truth," said Mansell, "do they think there's no guts left in the
House at all? They may go gassing about the number of Colts' badges they
have got, but they are not used to our way of playing. We go for the
ball, and if a man's in the light we knock him out of it. School House
footer is not pretty to look at; but it's the real thing, not a sort of
nursery affair. We go in to win."
Just before lunch a typical telegram from Meredith was pinned up on the
House board:
"Go it House. And give them ----"
The blank was left to the imagination. The House remembered Meredith and
filled it in accordingly.
Nothing is more horrible than the morning before a first House match.
Gordon woke happy and expectant, but by break he had begun to feel a
little shivery, and at lunch-time he was done to the world. He ate
nothing, answered questions in vague monosyllables, and smiled half
nervously at everyone in general. He was suffering from the worst kind
of stage fright. And after all, to play in an important match before the
whole school is a fairly terrifying experience. As he sat trembling in
the pavilion, waiting for the whistle to blow, Gordon would have
welcomed any form of death, anything to save him from the ordeal before
him. The whistle blew at last. As he walked out from the pavilion in his
magenta-and-black jersey, an unspeakable terror gripped him; his knees
became very weak; his tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth, and then
something seemed to snap in his brain. He walked on quite cheerfully. He
was as a spectator. It seemed that it was not really he, but his ghost
that was walking on to the field. Subconsciously he lined up with the
rest. The School side in their white jerseys, the Colts with their red
dragons, seemed miles away. Collins kicked off. Gordon did not know he
was playing. A roar of "House" rose from the touch-line. Involuntarily
he joined it, thinking himself a looker-on, then suddenly Livingstone,
the Buller's inside three-quarter, caught the ball and ran towards him.
At once Gordon was himself. He forgot the crowd on the touch-line,
forgot his nervousness, forgot everything except that he was playing for
the House, and somehow or other had to drive the ball over that line. He
crashed into Livingstone, and the pair rolled into touch. A cheer
rippled down the line. Gordon did not hear it.
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