“My time with you is short, Raphael Spinoza”--O'Hara glanced at his
watch--“in five minutes we part, never, I do assure you, to meet
again. Listen, then, to me: you are a Jew. I knew your mother--the most
intellectual woman, I suppose, who ever drew breath, the only one whom I
have loved; and I should have known you merely from your resemblance
to her at my first glance at you in Colmoor, though I had more precise
data: the three moles, the bloodshot eye, for didn't I baptize you?
haven't I rocked you in my arms? You know St. Hilda on the hill over
Westring, which you found me examining that morning after our escape
from the prison? I was priest there, three years, and twice I have
confessed her--ah! and remember it! for when your foster-father wanted
her to turn Methodist, she wouldn't stand that, and since she must needs
be a _meshumad_ (apostate), became a Catholic. Well, now, I once saw at
Thring, and once in the _Boodah_, an old goat-hair trunk of yours: what
is become of it?”
“I have it--” Hogarth was shivering, his eyes wide, and in his memory a
strange singsong crooning of _t'hillim_, heard ages before in some other
world over a cradle.
“Did you know that that trunk has a false bottom?” asked O'Hara.
“Yes”.
“Oh, you knew...And have you never seen a bundle of papers under it?”
“Yes--I assumed them to be old farm-accounts....”
“They are all the proofs you need concerning your birth; it is _my_
trunk by the way--Ah, I must go!”
At the door he fastened upon Hogarth a last reluctant gaze to say
good-bye, but Hogarth, staring wildly afar, did not turn his eyes, and
O'Hara, with a sigh, was gone.
He drove to Adair Street, and, as he passed by a mews, Frankl, waiting
there with two detectives, saw him by a street-light, but made no
remark.
When O'Hara entered the house, he looked about for Harris, but Harris
had gone to the lodging of a woman in James Street near, to arrange a
hiding-place for the bag, passing out through the Market Street house;
and O'Hara, opening the two locked doors, entered the safe-room, where
he stood waiting, his forehead low, resting on the steel top; and now a
sob throbbed through his frame, and his lips let out “..._so lovely...so
great_....”
Count a minute's stillness: and now the man's soul and being foundered
in a storm of sorrow, and half-words borne on shivering puffs of breath,
and choking groans, broke the stillness: “My Liege! Richard! my King!”
This died to silence; and now he roamed the room with furious steps,
and lowering brow, and an out-pushed under-lip, until, deciding, he
drew from his pocket a penknife, opened it, leant now one elbow on the
safe-top, blade in hand, considered, considered, hesitating, then with
lifted chin and the thinnest whimpering like a puppy, pretty pitiful,
cut from under his left ear to the chin.
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