“For your prayers, your hypocritical snivelling, for wearing the
martyr’s crown because you had the ill luck to be my father! Every
time I got drunk you re-sanctified yourself; you were glad when I
went bad because it brought your own virtue into higher relief. You
never met me like a man, because you’re only the outer shell of a man;
there’s no heart in you; no soul in you! And don’t be too sure you
deceive the people of this town; they know you and just now they’re
sneering because they know you’ve been in trouble and they’re glad to
find that anything as perfect as you are has clay feet. Walsh never
said a word of ill to me of you; he served you with the humility you
demanded and the best things you ever did he managed and you got the
glory. And he left you because you wanted to sail out into showy
schemes like that Mexican fake and he knew where they would land you.
The finest testimony of your high character is poor old Gregory who
trusted you--trusted you like a child because you were the great Roger
Craighill who could do no wrong; and when you had got that Sand Creek
deal through you didn’t know him any more, but turned him over to your
lawyer. And he’s sitting out there now in the reception room waiting
for you to see him; he’s been trying to see you all winter, but you
won’t let him in. And Addie, poor Addie up there at the house, you
deceived her, too, for she thought she was marrying a man; and the
night you went to Boston without her because you were afraid to spring
her on the Brodericks, she found you out.”
“I should strike you down for this--for speaking to me of my wife in
such infamous terms. The fact that you assume the rôle of her champion
is an insult to her--a flagrant, unpardonable insult!”
“It’s you that insulted her; you were ashamed of her; men treat their
mistresses better than that! She deserved better of the great Roger
Craighill.”
Suspicion and distrust were warmed in the fierce flames of Roger
Craighill’s anger.
“Why are you so eager to champion her? How dare you speak of her?”
“I’m sorry for her, that’s the reason; more than that, I knew her
before you did--a poor girl with a hideous mother tied about her neck,
and she married you in the mistaken belief that you would honour and
respect her, and when your passion cooled a little you began to treat
her just as you have treated me--as an encumbrance to be borne and
suffered. And don’t you believe, because I never told you I had known
her, that she’s not a good woman--she’s so superior to you that you are
not worthy to fasten her shoes--that’s what I think of her--and this
is what I think of you.”
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