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She was so changed from the last time I had seen her. The innocent
expression of her face, the openness and lack of all pose, were still
evident; but these things served to make her lonely position the more
sad to think of. She was like a stricken deer; and her great eyes
looked upon us, craving, even before she spoke her yearning, some word
of her father.
"Tell me," she said. "Charlie has told me—in his way. Oh! It is a
hard, bitter story, as it comes from him."
"To my mind," said Apache Kid, in a soft voice, "it is at once one of
the saddest stories and one of which the daughter cannot think without a
greater honouring of her father."
Her hungering eyes looked squarely on him, but she spoke not a word.
"To me," he said, "his passing must be ever remembered with very
poignant grief; and to my friend"—and he inclined his head to me—"it
must be the same."
I thought she was on the brink of tears and breaking down, and so, I
think, did he; for as I looked away sad (and ashamed, in a way), he
said: "God knows how I feel this!"
I think the interjection of this personal cry helped her to be strong to
hear She tossed the tears from her eyes bravely, and he went on:
"When I think that he died through simple disinterested kindness, and
that that kindness, that was his undoing, was done for me—and my
friends," he said in a lower tone, "then, though it makes me but the
more sorrowful, I feel that"—he spoke the rest more quickly—"he died a
death such as any man might wish to die. It was a noble death, and he
was the finest man——"
"Oh!" she cried, "but I—I—it was I who bade him follow you."
Apache Kid’s eyes were staring on the floor; and in the agony of my
heart, whether well or ill advised I do not know, I said:
"Your name was the last on his lips."
Her face craved all that could be told; and I told her all now, she
growing calmer, with bitten lips, as I, feeling for her grief, found the
more pain.
Then Apache Kid spoke, and I found a tone in his voice,—I, who had come
to know him, being cast beside him in the mountain solitudes,—that made
me think he spoke what he did, not because he really did believe it, but
because he thought it fit to say.
"It may seem strange," said he, "to hear it from my lips, as though I
desired to lighten my own regret, but I think our days are all ordained
for us; and when those we love have been ordained to unselfishness, and
to gain the crown of unselfishness, which is ever a crown of thorns, we
can be but thankful—though at the moment we dare not say this to
ourselves."
He looked dumbly at me, pleadingly, I thought. I had an idea that his
eyes besought something of me—but I knew not what; and then he turned to
her and took her hand ever so fearfully, and said:
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