The lost hunter: A tale of early timesAdams, John Turvill
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The lost hunter: A tale of early times
Adams, John Turvill
Adventure stories; Indians of North America -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
"I am satisfied. Under no circumstances can you conceive a thought
of evil of me. But this is a strange world, and the strangest things
happen in it. I speak in this way because I do not know what may come
to pass next. I have always loved my fellow-men, and desired their
good opinion, and the idea of forfeiting it, either through my own
fault or theirs, is painful to me. But men judge so absurdly! They
look only at the outside. They are so easily deceived by appearances!
Do you know, that of late I have thought there was a great deal of
confusion in the ordinary way of men's thinking? But I see clearly the
cause of the errors into which they are perpetually falling. All the
discord arises from having wills of their own. Do you not think so?"
"Religion teaches, father, that our wills are sources of unhappiness
only when opposed to the Divine will."
"I knew you would agree with me. And then think of the folly of it.
The resistance must be ineffectual. That is a sweet song you sung,
but it seems to me the theology of it is not altogether correct.
It celebrates only the love of God, and is, therefore, partial and
one-sided. He is also a consuming fire."
"A consuming fire to destroy what is evil."
"I hope it is so. But do you know that I have been a good deal
troubled lest there might be truth in the doctrine, that Necessity, an
iron Necessity, you understand, might control God himself?"
"Why will you distress yourself with these strange speculations,
father? There are some things, it was intended, we should not know."
"Why," continued Armstrong, "it is an opinion that has been
entertained for thousands of years, and by the wisest men. The old
philosophers believed in it, and I do not know how otherwise to
explain the destiny of the elect and reprobate. For you see, Faith,
that if God could make all men happy, he would. But he does not."
"I think we ought not to engage our minds in such thoughts," said
Faith. "They cannot make us wiser or better, or comfort us in
affliction, or strengthen us for duty."
"They are very interesting. I have spent days thinking them over. But
if the subject is unpleasant we will choose another. I think you look
wonderfully like your mother to-night. I almost seem to see her again.
It was very curious how Mr. Holden discovered your likeness to her."
"I was quite startled," said his daughter, glad to find her father's
mind directed to something else. "I wonder if he could have seen my
mother."
He explained the way in which he found it out. "Was it not ingenious?
No one else would have thought of it. He has a very subtle intellect."
"I was not quite satisfied," said Faith. "His explanation seemed far
fetched, and intended for concealment. I think he must have seen my
mother."
"If that is your opinion, I will inquire into it. But I do not wish
to speak of Holden. You have been to me, Faith, a source of great
happiness, and when you are gone, I know I shall not live long."
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