The lost hunter: A tale of early timesAdams, John Turvill
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The lost hunter: A tale of early times
Adams, John Turvill
Adventure stories; Indians of North America -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
"Have you attained it? Do you know what it is to be justified by
faith?"
"I have that blessed experience," cried the enthusiast. "Those whom He
called He justified. I am a brand plucked from the burning--a monument
of abounding mercy."
"Tell me, then," exclaimed Armstrong, "what are the signs by which it
may be known?" He said this eagerly, and with an air of the intensest
interest.
"I feel it," cried Holden, rising and standing before him, "in the
hatred that I bear towards all that conflicts with His will; in the
love with which I read His word; in the willingness to suffer all
things for the glory of His name, and to be damned for ever, if such
be His purpose; I feel it in that, through His grace, I can trample
the world under foot, and bear whatever cross His decree imposes; in
the struggle and the aspiration to be more like Him, and in that His
sovereign grace hath chosen me to reveal unto me His salvation and the
knowledge of His speedy coming."
It is impossible to convey an adequate idea of the manner in which
this was spoken. Words cannot describe the voice, or paint the wild
gleams of enthusiasm that, like lightning-flashes, coursed each other
over the features of Holden, as, without a gesture, and immovable as a
rock, an image of undoubting confidence, he delivered himself of this
extraordinary speech. Nor, carried away by its impassioned utterance,
were either Armstrong or his daughter aware of its full fanaticism.
But the impression made upon the two was somewhat diverse, and marked
how differently the chords of their minds were tuned. With all her
reverence for the Enthusiast, Faith could not hear his wild avowal
without pain, notwithstanding it was stamped with all the honesty of
conviction, and her own creed taught that such a degree of spiritual
elevation might be attained; while her father listened with a sad
admiration, not unmixed with self-abasement and almost envy.
After a pause, Armstrong said: "If such are the evidences of
justification and a saving faith, then have I had them, too; but why
bring they to me no confidence or holy joy? Why is my soul cast down,
and why do I feel like one who stumbles towards a pit? Alas! my flesh
quivers and my heart trembles at the thought of falling into His
hands."
"It is prayer that opens heaven," said Holden. "If thou wilt, we will
unite our hearts in supplication. Peradventure the Lord may send a
blessing."
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