"Yes, nearly all of them do," said Laura, evasively; "but believe me,
Frau Ilse, these men have no right to expect us to devote our whole
heart and lives to them. It is just the most thorough of them that do
not give us their full heart. And how should they? We are good enough
to entertain them, and darn their stockings, and perhaps become their
confidants, if they should accidentally be at a loss what to do; but
the best of them look beyond us to the great All, and in that is their
special life. What is right for them should also be fitting for us."
"And have we not enough in what they give us of their life?" asked
Ilse. "If it is only a portion it makes us happy."
"Is it happiness never to experience the highest of emotions?"
exclaimed Laura. "Can we die like Leonidas?"
Ilse pointed to the door of her husband's room. "My Hellas sits there
within and works, and my heart beats when I hear his step, or only the
scratching of his pen. To live or die for the man one loves is also an
elevating idea, and makes one happy. Ah, happy only if one knows that
one is a source of happiness to him also!"
Laura threw herself at the feet of her friend, and looked entreatingly
into her anxious face. "I have made you serious with my prattling, and
that was wrong of me; for I would gladly conjure a smile to your lips
every hour, and always see a friendly light in those soft eyes. But do
bear with me; I am a strange, unaccountable girl, and often
discontented with myself and others, and frequently without knowing
why. But Xerxes was a good for nothing fellow, to that I stick; and if
I had him here I could box his ears every day."
"At all events he received his due," replied Ilse.
Laura started suddenly. "Was that a proper retribution for the wretch
who had destroyed or made miserable hundreds of thousands, to return
home without a scratch? No punishment would be severe enough for such a
wicked king. But I know right well how he became so; his mother and
father spoiled him; he had always lived at home, had grown up in luxury
and all men were subject to him. And so he treated all with contempt.
It would be the same with others if they were in the same position. I
can well imagine myself such a monster, and many of my acquaintances
too."
"My husband?" asked Ilse.
"No, he is more like Cyrus or Cambyses," replied Laura.
Ilse laughed. "That is not true. But how would it be with the Doctor
over there?"
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