As though committing hara-kiri, he slashed his hand across his stomach,
and then drew it up from his waist to his chin. "I'm scraped with
shrapnel from there to there," said Mr. Hamlin. "And another time I got
a ball in the shoulder. That would have been a 'blighty' for a
fighting man--they're always giving them leave--but all I got was six
weeks at Havre in hospital. Then it was the Dardanelles, and sunstroke
and sand; sleeping in sand, eating sand, sand in your boots, sand in
your teeth; hiding in holes in the sand like a dirty prairie dog. And
then, 'Off to Servia!' And the next act opens in the snow and the mud!
Cold? God, how cold it was! And most of us in sun helmets."
As though the cold still gnawed at his bones, he shivered.
"It isn't the danger," he protested. "It isn't that I'm getting away
from. To hell with the danger! It's just the plain discomfort of it!
It's the never being your own master, never being clean, never being
warm." Again he shivered and rubbed one hand against the other.
"There were no bridges over the streams," he went on, "and we had to
break the ice and wade in, and then sleep in the open with the khaki
frozen to us. There was no firewood; not enough to warm a pot of tea.
There were no wounded; all our casualties were frost bite and
Pneumonia. When we take them out of the blankets their toes fall off.
We've been in camp for a month now near Doiran, and it's worse there
than on the march. It's a frozen swamp. You can't sleep for the cold;
can't eat; the only ration we get is bully beef, and our insides are
frozen so damn tight we can't digest it. The cold gets into your
blood, gets into your brains. It won't let you think; or else, you
think crazy things. It makes you afraid." He shook himself like a man
coming out of a bad dream.
"So, I'm through," he said. In turn he scowled at each of us, as
though defying us to contradict him. "That's why I'm quitting," he
added. "Because I've done my bit. Because I'm damn well fed up on
it." He kicked viciously at the water-logged uniform on the floor.
"Any one who wants my job can have it!" He walked to the window,
turned his back on us, and fixed his eyes hungrily on the Adriaticus.
There was a long pause. For guidance we looked at John, but he was
staring down at the desk blotter, scratching on it marks that he did
not see.
Finally, where angels feared to tread, the Kid rushed in. "That's
certainly a hard luck story," he said; "but," he added cheerfully,
"it's nothing to the hard luck you'll strike when you can't tell why
you left the army." Hamlin turned with an exclamation, but Billy held
up his hand. "Now wait," he begged, "we haven't time to get mussy. At
six o'clock your leave is up, and the troop train starts back to camp,
and--"
Mr. Hamlin interrupted sharply. "And the Adriaticus starts at five."
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