The Love Affairs of PixieVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Love Affairs of Pixie
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Ireland -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Juvenile fiction
An ordinary person would have found such a form of comfort far from
soothing, but Pixie was an O'Shaughnessy herself, and it _did_ soothe
her. She understood that Bridgie and Pat were relieving themselves by
saying all that they felt, _more_ than they felt, and that presently the
storm would pass and the sun shine again. By to-morrow all bitterness
would have passed. She sat in her chair and submitted meekly to be
lectured and cajoled, wrapped in a shawl, provided with a footstool,
ordered to bed, supplied with smelling-salts, and even--tentatively--
with sal-volatile, but she made no attempt to still the storm. She knew
that it would be useless!
Finally Pat stumped off to his bedroom, to draft a rough copy of a
letter intended to be the most scathing communication which had ever
passed through the post; and Bridgie, very white and shaken, seated
herself on a chair by her sister's side.
"Pixie, dear--I'm afraid we've not been helpful. ... I lost my head,
but it was such a shock.--I flew into a passion without hearing what you
had to say for yourself. ... Darling, tell me--tell me honestly--_how
do you feel_?"
"I feel--" Pixie raised both hands, and moved them up and down above her
shoulders, as though balancing a heavy load--"as though a great ton
weight had been rolled off my shoulders. ... Bridgie! You are angry; I
was angry too, but now I've had time to think. ... There have been two
and a half years since he went away--that's about nine hundred days. ...
Bridgie! If you only knew it--there's not been one day out of all that
nine hundred when you hadn't more cause to pity me than you have
to-day!--"
Suddenly, passionately, she burst into tears.
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Two days later Bridgie Victor returned home. The need for chaperonage
was over, and it was abundantly evident that Pixie was in no need of
consolation. The first shock of disillusionment over, it was
pre-eminently relief that she felt--relief from a bond which had weighed
more and more heavily as time passed by. If Stanor had come home,
looking his old self, caring for her, depending on her as he had done
during the days of their brief engagement, she would have been ready and
willing to give him her life, but it had been a strange man who had
entered the sitting-room of the little flat, a man with a strange face,
and a strange voice, and a heart that belonged to another girl. Pixie
was _free_; the bonds which had bound her were loosed, and with each
hour that passed her liberty became more sweet. She shared in her
sister's relief that the understanding with Stanor had been known to no
one outside the family, for no human girl enjoys being pitied for such
an experience, and Pixie had her own full share of conceit. It was
comforting to know that there would be no talk, no fuss; that she could
go her way, free from the consciousness of watching eyes.
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