New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"But surely, Claude, not all the king’s horses nor all the king’s men
can _compel_ you to marry if you don’t want to."
"No, but compulsion isn’t the only form of coercion in the world, Janet.
Nor even the worst. Can you think what it means to have everybody in
your set _expecting_ you to do a certain thing?"
"Expecting you?"
"Yes, it sounds fantastic. But it would sound real enough if once you
had a taste of it. They show their expectations by word and deed, by
sign and innuendo. They show it constantly, mercilessly, in a hundred
small and super-subtle ways. I tell you, Janet, concerted expectation
is the strongest form of pressure that can be brought to bear upon a
man. It can bring about miracles. It can move mountains. Only a hero
or a coward can resist it."
"I suppose it’s like the pressure of public opinion or of one’s family,"
she said, her soft clarinet tones pouring balm on his feelings. "I know
what family pressure means. I am so sorry for you, Claude, sorry from
my heart."
"I love you for saying that, Janet! I love you for your adorable pity.
I love you for being so unlike Marjorie. She has her good points; but
fellow feeling is not one of them. You see, her social ambition and the
ease with which she can gratify her every wish have quite dried up the
tender places in her heart. She has no pity left in her nature. And
pity is always the essential thing in a woman’s soul."
They sat down on a grassy slope in a secluded corner of the park. In a
lyrical mood, Claude pointed to the sun just then flaring out and
splashing a thousand colors on the livid sky.
"Look, Janet," he said, "how the whole earth thrills to its warm
radiance! Just as everyone thrills to your divine gift of sympathy."
He was lying on the ground with his head in her lap, while her hand was
gently stroking his curly hair.
"I am so happy to be in this spot with you, Claude, and to hear from
your lips the things that only you can say. When you make love to me, I
feel as though I were in some Enchanted Valley with a prince from the
_Arabian Nights_."
"Yes, and he a miracle of discretion, too!"
"A miracle of indiscretion, rather!" said Janet, as he drew her head
down to his, kissed her once and kissed her again.
He soon became pensive, however. Pursuing his former train of thought,
he declared that if he remained in New York, "public expectation" would
certainly drive him into the dreaded marriage with Marjorie. There was
only one avenue of escape. That was to go abroad and stay out of harm’s
way until Marjorie should choose some one else as in due time she was
bound to do.
"But the force that holds me back," he said, "is far stronger than the
one that bids me go. I can’t live without you, Janet, darling."
"Then I suppose you’ll have to take me along," she said, bending low
over him.
Their lips met in a sustained and ardent kiss.
"No," he said. "I dare not assume a responsibility so great."
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