New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"I thought so. Now I understand your change of attitude. He’s been
preaching at you. It’s his specialty. His views, curse them, are like
a drought. They dry up all one’s spontaneity and natural affection.
Long ago, in the tenements, I noticed his sinister effect on you.
Whenever you went out with him, you came back with your heart hardened
against me."
She laughed and said:
"What nonsense! You’re quite wrong. Robert hasn’t wasted any of his
valuable sermons on me. He hasn’t sent me so much as a scrap of paper."
"Then what has changed you, all of a sudden? Is it my father you’re
afraid of? That would be too absurd. He’ll come around. He has got to
come around. He can’t help himself. I know too much about the
business, its secrets and its weaknesses. So don’t worry on that
score."
"Claude, it’s all very fine. But I don’t see myself as your wife. I’d
never do. You need a woman to manage you like a mother and to flatter
you like a squaw. But—these jobs not being in my line—I’d criticize you
like an equal. And you know you simply can’t stand criticism."
Was she really rejecting his offer of marriage? Claude was appalled at
the apathy of the feminine intellect in the face of a miracle. Didn’t
she know what his offer meant? (He tried to convey it to her—not in the
exact words, but in euphemisms.) It meant a change of estate from
mistress to wife. The wife of Claude Fontaine! The wife of a merchant
prince of Paris, London, New York, etc. (the only sort of prince that
counted in the twentieth century; no mere paper prince or petty Venetian
dogeling, but a prince whose rank had an international validity and
whose means could challenge the heart to name its wildest desire). It
was not conceivable that she knew what she was about. Still, he had to
face the possibility.
And this desertion on top of all he had endured in consequence of
leaving America with her!
"Isn’t there a shred of gratitude in you?" he cried out, aghast at her
unyielding front.
"I’m not ungrateful, Claude," she said, gravely. "Living with you has
been a liberal education. I’ve learned the truth about marriage without
binding myself for life; I’ve also learned the difference between
affection and infatuation without breaking either your heart or mine.
Can I ever repay this? If every girl could have some experience in
living with a man or two before she made a permanent choice, I believe
marriage would be far more popular."
"Confound your opinions," he shouted, in an agony of rage.
With a wild movement, he seized both her arms and furiously lifted her
to her feet.
"Look here. Do you think you can calmly turn your back on me after what
I’ve put up with, after all I’ve suffered on your account? Exactly why
do you want to go away at the very moment that I’m marooned in this
infernal town? You’ve got to tell me straight! Is it sheer insanity,
or a craze for romantic adventure?"
With cheeks glowing and lips quivering, she said:
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