New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
For practical purposes, then, her choice lay between the managership
under Mrs. Jerome and a "marriage of convenience" with M. St. Hilaire.
Instinct, to be sure, pointed to another alternative in which the name
of Robert figured in capital letters. But this was a romantic dream, a
dream which her fancy might embroider but which her courage and common
sense had to dispel. Thus, when instinct urged, "A little feminine
beguilement will bring him swiftly to your feet," common sense rejoined,
"You may elect life-long poverty for yourself; dare you inflict it on
Robert?" Instinct could rear and curvet, it could champ the bit; but it
was not in the saddle.
As between the two available courses, she had vastly preferred the
managership. She would have jumped at it when Mrs. Jerome first offered
it, but for a tacit understanding with Henriette. What a pull on her
affections the little girl exercised! In a moment of weakness, or
rather of passionate disgust with Paulette’s, Janet had given her former
pupil all but an outright promise to become her second mother. Yet,
though the father’s proposal was a handsome one, full of concessions to
Janet’s conception of a modern woman’s sphere, it was difficult to
ignore the likelihood of a bitter conflict after the wedding. A
conflict on the issue of these very concessions. For between the feudal
traditions of a man like M. St. Hilaire and the equalitarian assumptions
of a woman like herself, there was a great gulf fixed. Could it ever be
bridged?
Anyhow, Mrs. Jerome’s offer had blazed out the real path of independence
for her, and no mistake. Or so she had thought. A dozen times of late
she had been on the point of imparting her final decision to Henriette
and facing Cornelia and M. St. Hilaire with it. Lack of courage had not
restrained her. A very different consideration had given her pause.
Might net her "past" prove a source of serious embarrassment to Mrs.
Jerome’s work? The last two years had taught her something of the
"chemical" methods of warfare, the "poison gas" attacks which the foes
of progress did not scruple to adopt. Was it likely that the enemies of
the women’s movement would lose the chance of wrecking Mrs. Jerome’s
scheme by raising against her young manager the hue and cry of
_immorality_, that cry with which a handful of knaves had so often
brought a whole nation of fools and cowards to heel?
None the less, good sense had suggested that if Mrs. Jerome could risk
it, so could she. And she had at last nerved herself to a conclusive
interview with M. St. Hilaire. It was no more than fair that after so
much shilly-shallying, she should explain at first hand her definitive
refusal.
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