New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Her sudden start robbed him of every shred of confidence. And it
astonished Janet herself. The fascination of Claude and the voltaic
attraction of Robert had put these two, for her, in a class by
themselves. But she had met men who were not half so agreeable to talk
to or to look upon as M. St. Hilaire—men whose company was dull or whose
personalities she disapproved of and yet whose caresses she would not
have wished to repel.
It had been this way ever since their first meeting in Brussels. M. St.
Hilaire had befriended her in a time of need, he possessed many mental
and material advantages, he was the father of Henriette. But he lacked
some one thing needful. When she dreamed her day dreams, she never
pictured him; and when he touched her, she never thrilled.
True, in his absence, she thought of him (if she thought of him at all)
as precisely the sort of man a girl ought to be able to love. But in
his presence she was overwhelmed with the single conviction that to live
with him would be more than she could bear. The conviction was absurd,
unjust, incomprehensible; yet it was not to be gainsaid.
Sensing her thoughts, M. St. Hilaire was disheartened.
"I hoped I had made amends," he said, in sorrowful allusion to the cause
of their rupture in Brussels. "But I see you’ve never forgiven me."
"Oh, no, no," she cried, with a pang of remorse. "I’ve forgotten all
about that. Please believe me. It isn’t that at all. It’s—I don’t
quite know—something tells me that I simply can’t live with you as your
wife."
He rose, by main force suppressing caustic and resentful comments that
leapt to the tip of his tongue. He had one more card to play.
"And you mean to—to go back on Henriette?" he asked, in measured tones.
She came to his side and, affectionately taking his hand, began:
"I’m terribly fond of Henriette—"
The door flew open and in walked Robert! But stopped on the instant!
He saw Janet caressing the arm of M. St. Hilaire, heard the tender
words, and felt the whole universe reel.
In the flash of an eye, he pulled himself together.
"Pardon," he said between his teeth. And, turning sharply round, flung
headlong out.
Janet gazed after him in stupefaction.
She never knew how she finished the interview with M. St. Hilaire, nor
how, with a hardening of her voice, she made it clear to him that, in a
straight conflict between Henriette’s self-interest and her own, it was
not the former that she was bound to consult.
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